His Philosophy/Vkook

Abendrot

Taehyung's P.O.V.

"TaeTae" I smiled, his voice was screaming rame. Abendrot was as ineffable as ever and this little boy was eesome to my eyes.

"Hm?" I was lost ih his eyes.

"Why are we a mistake?" I narrowed my eyebrows.

"A mistake?"

"We are both males and-"

"Kookie no. Stop saying that all the time! We are not a mistake. We were designed to build our own selves. It's you who choose what is a mistake and what is not! If you feel euphoria while with me, it's not a mistake. But if you feel dysphoria, then it is. I'm not making you stay with me, but if you feel it is right then do it." Some of my words came harsher than they were suposed to. But I need to show him that he, WE are not a mistake.

"But people sa-"

"Flower, people say so many things. They tell you to be who you are, while buliding you into their own ideal. You can't listen to what they say. When you wake up tomorrow it will be you who is breathing, when you go to sleep tonight, it will be you who is dreaming. Right now I see you, not them. Right now you're smiling, not them. Even if you fall into their claws, it will be you who is getting hurt, not them. It is all about you. Whatever you do, not everyone will like you. It is impossible. No one is perfect my flower, perfection doesn't exist, it's a myth. Do you think that da Vinci listened to politics or church back then?" he lightly shook his head. "Exactly, he listened his mind and heart. He was himself and he did so many great things in his life."

"But wasn't da Vinci just a painter?" I smiled.

"Oh, but he was far more than that, my flower." I looked at him.

"He was the man who believed in himself and his idea of life, he was aman who lived in a world he imagined. He belived, no, he knew what a powerful being human is and that he and only he, has a power to rule his own life." he blinked few times.

"You know, I kinda, really like Mona Lisa" he whispered and I smiled.

"Yeah, you really do." I kissed his soft cheeks and looked back at sunset.

We were in abandond garden, it seemed so lonely. Flowers were rotten, and air was dirty, but that loneliness made it perfect.

So peaceful. I felt real here and I can tell Jungkook enjoyed it aswell. Ineffable. From all the creatures on this planet, it was me who had a chance to sit here in this lonely garden with my flower.

So lucky, aren't I?

"Tae.." he called my name again.

"Tell me."

"Why do we enjoy sunsets?"

"You see, it is a thin line between light and darkness. The sunset symoblises the end of the light and obvious world and begining of dark orphic world. Most people are themselves only at nights, in this peaceful darkness. And your soul feels that, once the sun is down, it will be able to be free. Just how owl waits for the night to come and spread it's wings, your soul waits for the same reason, to be who it really is and enjoys those few hours." I said, he was looking at sunset, his head on my shoulder.

"Will people enjoy the sunsets in the future? I mean it is 1996 and this sunset is somehow all we have right now, but won't world be so much different? Will people find new things more ineffable? And just forget about this view?" his soft lips pouted softly, sadness now visible in his orphic eyes.

"Maybe," I whispered "but who knows. There might be some dreamers in future too. Maybe some happy or broken boy will sit in a garden, feeling somehow lonely and look at the sunset. Thinking about that thin line between light and darkness. Maybe he will enjoy this hour of peace in his own little abditory, just like we are doing right now."

"Are you always this happy?" I narrowed my eyebrows.

"What do you mean?"

"You always have an optimistic kind of answer on my bothers of life."

"You're so cute. No, you don't have to be happy in order to be optimistic. I guess my orenda is so strong to keep me positive." he looked down.

"Do I have my orenda in me..?" he asked, rather quietly this time.

"Somewhere deep inside, you do. We all do, you're human after all." He smiled, now looking up at the sky.

"Are you, flower?" he nodded and I hugged him.

"Do you find this garden pretty?"

"Yeah, I would say ineffable." I looked around.

"You always use such a hard words." I sincerly laughed at this. He was so precious.

"Tae, will you ever leave me?"

"Never in your wildest dreams, my flower. I'm here till we discover all the universe secrets. And you won't get rid of me that easily." he giggled, so cute.

"Then I guess, we'll be hanging out for quite some time." I nodded, not wanting to disturb this beautiful moment any more.

We just sat in this quiet, rotten, garden. Looking up at the sunset. It was almost dark right now. But it is fine, we're fine.

Holding my beautiful flower in my arms and not hiding from this world anymore. It's our time, time to change the world.

3rd person's P.O.V.

They sat together in their little abditory, enjoying the sabaism infront of their eyes. Dreamers, noceurs, astrophiles and maybe lovers.

Two boys sat together in their little abditory, with only psithurism filling their ears and petrychore from morning's rain filling their noses. Somekind of heavenly joy in their hearts.