His Philosophy/Vkook

Psithurism

Jungkook's P.OV.

It was morning, I woke up in garden. Tae was here aswell, hugging me. I was studying his face, so beautiful..

I smiled, after all of dysphoric and nefarious moments of my life, I've found some kind of utopia. Kim Taehyung. My utopia and cause of my euphoria.

I removed a single strand of a hair that was covering his forehead. Ineffable. This word got stuck into my mind. Ineffable, something to great to be expressed with words. I've heard this words so many times in past two days, comming from this blonde's lips.

Ineffable, he says. Am I? Maybe. I don't know. But yesterday was ineffable and I'm so thankful for that. This rotten garden is like a canvas of my feelings. Rotten from the outside, but still living from the inside. I sighed and glanced at my angel.

"Why do you even like me..?"

(A/N the following message is from one boy that likes me, we haven't talk for few days now, but I really loved this message and I wanted to put it here.)

"Because you are beautiful, and beauty isn't just prettiness, neither attraction.. beauty carries more meaningfulness in it. Beauty is how valuable you are and ... what makes a flower valuable isn't just it's petals and the top part of it.. it's the stems, the dirty hidden roots under the soil too as it is what makes the flower what it is , is what seems unattractive for others but that's what your beauty is. You are valuable not for your perfections, i want you for whatever you are including ur imperfections. I don't need a reason to like you, I like you because that's who you are. I like many things about you." I was stunned, I didn't know he was awake, and I felt tears crawling from my eyes.

"Don't cry my pretty flower, but how did you even know that I like you?" He asked.

"It is obvious.." I said, hiding my ugly, crying face into his chest.

"Why are you hiding?"

"I'm ugly.." I whispered feeling his hand bringing my chin up.

"Don't you ever say that again Jungkook. You. Are so damn beautiful. From your head to your toes. You big doe eyes," he kissed them"your puffy red cheeks," he kissed them aswell. "your pale shining skin" he kissed my exposed shoulder "and your plump and" he kissed me slowly "sweet lips." he smiled.

"You stole my first kiss!" I whined for a moment and he smiled.

"Yes, I did." I felt his lips on mine again, but this time I kissed back.

Taehyung's P.O.V.

The kiss was innocent, his soft lips pressed on mine. This feeling was orphic and unknown, but it felt right.

I broke the kiss, he needed to breathe. He was blushing. Oh God, how do I love when he's blushing. I kissed his red cheeks, earning cute whines from his side.

I laid back, bringing him on my chest and enjoying the morning sun.

"Tae.." he asked.

"Tell me, my flower."

"Why is kiss so meaningful for us?" I smiled, his mind was full of the questions most of people wouldn't even think about.

"Well, when chaos and peace colide, they create the most beautiful things. When rain and sunshine colide, they create a beautiful rainbow. We all look at that rainbow, but do we ever wonder why? Why is it so beautiful? Or why is it even there? We usually don't. We don't see what a magnificent creation a rainbow is. It is a result of beautiful coliding forces. Same is with the kiss. When chaos," I gestured to my lips ",gets in contact with some kind of peace," I gestured to his and leaned in a bit. "it creates a beautiful force." I kissed his lips.

"This kiss wasn't meaningless, when people see they will melt over it, but they won't wonder why did we kiss or why was it cute for them. Our kiss symbolises our love. And love is a force over all forces, just like rainbow is a view over all views. You understand that flower?"  he was pouting a bit.

"Kind of, your words are sometines hard to understand. You talk nonsense that somehow feels right, but my brain can't understand your words, only heart can." I laughed from the bottom of my heart.

"Oh Kook-ah, your heart understands what's right. Your brain understands what it is taught to understand. Your brain can't understand feelings, but it can understand, hmm, math!" I said ruffling his hair.

"But it can not understand math. It makes me work so damn much and then forgets it the second I put my pen down!.." he pouts and again, I laughed.

"Oh God, you just love to make me laugh, don't you?" he nodded, collecting daisys and making a crown. I smiled watching him in proces.

His small hands skillfully connecting the small white flowers. The thing that makes me wonder is, yesterday all of the flowers were rotten, not a single one was there, but now, we were surronded by hundreds of daisys in this small garden.

Love is really magical, just like they say.

"Look Tae!! I'm done!" he sqeeked showing me his crown. I took it from his hold and carefully placed it on his head.

"My ineffable flower." he smiled, looking into my eyes.

"I love that word, it makes me feel loved."

"And you are loved my flower." I kissed his forehead making him giggle. He then, again, looked into my eyes. His brown, crystaly clean, eyes were eating mine. I felt all of my sorrows leaving my body, slowly, but surely. He really was something special, he really is.

"Taehyungieeee" first time I hear this nickname, it is kinda cute.

"Tell me, baby." He blushed on nickname, cute.

"Can we make a life list?" I was confused for a few seconds and he noticed.

"Like a list of all the things we want to do together? And then do every single one of them!!" He suddenly jumped from my lap.

"Sure thing flower." I smiled, earning one soft innocent kiss, from this small boy.