lasting love ☾ (Not Alone Sequel) o2l fanfiction

Chapter 4

It was like I was in some dark portal. Was I going to hell? Or was it the journey to heaven? It was pitch black. I knew something drastic had happened. I wish Sam was with me... I got really frustrated and flustered. "Wake up Bethany!" I shout, but it doesn't seem to do anything. I repeat myself over and over. I started sobbing, or what at least felt like it.

I remember seeing what appeared to be light. I was hoping that I wasn't dying. It's like myself went back into my body. My eyes slowly opened, as if I had come from a deep sleep. I blinked a couple more times so that my eyes could adjust to what was in front of me. It was Sam.

I immediately felt several shocks of pain. "Sam." I say, but it only comes out a whisper. He looked up. He was so pale and looked very thin, like he hadn't eaten in days. His eyes grew wide when he saw me smile at him. "Babe!" He said an rushed to my side. He held only my hand, assuming that he didn't want to hurt me. I could feel the aching and what would later be scars. Doctors rushed in. I couldn't help but close my eyes and block them out. It was annoying. Everything was annoying. Why was I even here? Why couldn't I had died. The world would be better off without me. No one cared. Everyone's just gonna feel.. bad. I really don't want to live anymore. I felt like something was almost stopping me, but I pushed it to the back of my mind. I wish I never woke up. I wish Sam would move on from me if I died. I love him. I always will. We are supposed to get married soon. I didn't want to take that away from him. He was my everything; my sun, my moon, and all my stars. I closed my eyes, wishing to never wake up again.