chapter 8

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i pull connor into a hug.

"connor," i pause "it's okay to admit that. you are opening a whole new chapter for yourself and im so proud of you."

i kiss his cheek and let go of him.

"i think im gonna go to bed." he says and hugs me.

"night connor."

i waited for him to go all the way up the stairs before i played the movie again.

i heard the twisting and unlocking of the front door.

the boys stumble in, drunk.

"hey guys." i say looking at my phone.

"you came home earlier than usual."

sam stumbles over to me and sits.

he wraps his arms around me and starts kissing my neck.

"sam stop." i say brushing his hair away from his forehead.

he stops and i shut off the tv and take his hand.

once we get up to our room, i close the door and strip my clothes off of me.

sam watches me.

i walk over to him.

"close your mouth, youre gonna catch flies." i say giving his face a little pat.

he strips his layers off and lays in bed with me, practically wrapping his body around mine.

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when i woke up, sam was clutching his head.

i grabbed some advil from the medicine cabinet in our bathroom.

i handed him a glass of water and the two pills.

he takes it down and sits up.

i go and take a shower, washing the grime off from yesterday.

i come out of the shower to see some black high-waisted shorts, knee high socks, and my 5sos shirt laid out on the counter.

"my fave outfit." the note next to it read.

i giggled and put it on.

i go and make some lunch for the boys, since i was hungry, so if i made something for myself, i would have to make something for them too.

i made some grilled cheeses and placed the tower of them on the counter.

the boys came rushing down.

sam grabbed one and stood beside me as i ate.

connor grabbed one and sat on the counter across from us.

we eat our sandwhiches in silence.

sam and i decide to make a video about us and updating everyone.

we spend the whole day editing it.

it drained us to the point of us sleeping on the floor.

i groaned and rolled around on the floor.

i lifted myself up and crawled my way to the bed.

sam was out. he didn't move or anything.

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when i woke up sam was uploading the video.

i smiled and got into the shower.

after i had hopped in, i heard the door of the bathroom click open.

i saw a figure sit on the closed toilet.

i peaked my head out, seeing connor.

"uh.." i try to say and think of what else to say.

"it's okay, you don't have to worry about me." he says.

i wrap myself in the towel and come out of the shower and sit on the marble countertop in front of him.

"so what's up?"

he clutches his hands together, playing with his fingers.

"i want to tell the boys." he admits, his voice a little shaky, reminding me about last night.

"okay. how about we get everyone together and tell them tonight?"

"okay that should-

"hey babe, i'm coming in!" Sam shouts.

"shit!" i grab connor's hand and pull him into the shower with me, my towel falling in the rush of things.

i put my hand over connor's mouth.

his eyes travel just looking, but i didn't care.

"hey babe, you know, i bet you look so fucking cute right now." sam says, looking into the mirror.

connor rolls his eyes, making me giggle.

"and you know, we haven't really done it in a while." i could see him bite his lip.

"don't worry, you will, soon." i say.

he finally walks out of the bathroom.

i pull my hand away.

"well that was, disturbing." connor said.

"sorry." i say as i look out making sure sam isn't right there.

"tonight." i say.

"tonight."

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