Don't Go

Lily

I have no idea where I am.

It's dark. It's hot.

I don't remember much. I unloaded my shopping and got in the car. There was a really strong odd smell and then a huge pain in my head.

Sitting here now, wherever I am, I can taste blood. I probably hit my head when I passed out.

I'm scared. It's so dark I can't even see my hand in front of my face!

Oh no...Ashley! I told her I would be back by 10! What time was it now? Where's my car? Am I in it? Oh god now I'm panicking. I can't move, I can't think, I can't breathe.

I was planning to do a chicken roast for Ashley, with broccoli and carrots and some other things. This is not good. Where's my phone?

Did Ashley find my razor? I didn't mean to leave it there. I forgot. God I need my razor. I need help!

Then like someone read my mind, a door opened. I couldn't see but I could hear. Footsteps came towards me and my clothes were stripped off. Great, I'm being raped. But then they put clothes back on me.

I heard keys. And next thing I know I'm in a dark room. Something was pulled off my head enabling me to see my surroundings.

I was sitting on the floor in an empty room, but I couldn't feel anything. I could feel temperature, but not touch.

It also enabled me to see a figure. A figure who looked exactly like me...

Millie.

She looked me right in the eyes, she smirked and said "See you later sis."

A key turned in the door and I was alone. I tried calling out for help, but nothing.

Had my sister kidnapped me? Shit. I know we had disagreements but no reason for her to do this!

Maybe this is all a dream. Maybe my depression has gotten to a whole new level. Maybe...maybe Ashley set me up.

I'm such an idiot, letting a complete stranger know my weaknesses, my past. Letting her into my life.

God I need my razor. To see myself bleed. To give myself pain.

Was Millie going to hurt Ashley?

My head really hurts. I've messed up. I am messed up.

And then I hear a voice, my own voice...

"You are too far gone.
You are too far gone.
You are too far gone."

Darkness.