Chapter Four

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Chapter Four

He wants me to stay with him tonight regardless of what I've told him. What would a night with him entail? Sex or cuddling? Talking, perhaps.
"I think we should dance some more."
The truth is I'm buying myself some time. Deciding about where to spend my night is way too serious for now.
"Why?" I ask him out of nowhere.
"Why?" My question may not be clear enough.
"Why are you here? Why did you get a tattoo with me? Why did you help me get a room? Why did you come to me at the bar?"
"It's pretty simple. I thought you were gorgeous. You seemed to be by yourself and since then, you keep surprising me. As for the tattoo, I was well overdue."
"So anytime you see a woman you like, you do this?" I motion my finger with him and me.
"No. I'm okay by myself most of the time. My schedule takes a lot of my time. Not all woman are gorgeous, Willow. I saw something in you."
I nod and blush at the same time.
"We have to be up early, I think we should go."
If I am lucky, I'll have three hours of sleep. Last time I checked, it was almost midnight and we were leaving the tattoo shop.
"Okay."
Our fingers entwined and just like that, we left the nightclub leaving behind breathtaking memories.
"Justin and I are very different." What am I trying to gain by telling him all of this? "He is controlling everything about his life. He doesn't let many places for unplanned events or the unexpected. Every night, he goes to bed at the same time, wakes up at the same time to hit the gym. His diet is void of anything with sugar and fat. Being a bodybuilder asks for determination and devotion. I promised myself I would let loose while I'm in Vegas."
"He is free to live the life he wants but he shouldn't force you into it." Soft lips touch my temple for a quick kiss. "Are we walking or getting in a cab?"
"Walking." I prefer. "They say Las Vegas comes alive at night, I want to see it."
"They better have good coffee tomorrow morning or I won't be able to make it through the day."
I chuckle. "I don't think they will ever plan another seminar in Vegas. It's inevitable people are going to be hungover and tired all week."
"I think I agree with you. That includes me." He laughs.
We walk in comfortable silence until we reach the hotel.
"My invitation still stands." Travis reaches for my waist with one hand. His touch is sweet, and making my heart beat faster.
"Travis... I don't know." This is way too much to ask in such a short time.
"You're the boss."
I start laughing. "Says the man who kissed me like there was no tomorrow."
Travis gives me one of those smiles. You know the kind, the one that says guilty as charged. "Well, as I said, I was convinced you were going to stop me but you didn't so I went for it."
Again, my face flushes. "You are a good kisser." I can't believe I gave him a compliment. Now he's going to get more confident.
"Oh yeah?"
To that, I'm not going to say anything. Releasing my fingers, he stops and stands before me. Within a second, we are lost in each other's eyes in the middle of the sidewalk surrounded by people walking. I take a quick look at his lips and back to his eyes and I know this is an invitation for more. I can't control myself around him.
What has Travis done to me? I've never been this uncontrollable.
With no hesitation, Travis wraps his arm around my waist and his lips find mine without restraint.
"Don't you feel it? Just a little bit?"
I can't say I don't because I feel something but what? My mind can't comprehend everything that has happened today.
"A little bit."
Looking around the lobby of the hotel, I hadn't realized how big it is until now. My mind wanders but I have to get back to Travis who's standing before me.
What am I going to do now? I'm so lost. My heart is telling me not to go because of Justin but my head loves the possibility of a new adventure or the thrill it'll be to spend time with someone else. I know this makes me a bad person but I think this is what I want the most.
Without wording my decision, when he reaches his door, I follow him.
"Are you sure?"
"Don't ask me because being here is the scariest thing I've ever done."
This isn't who I am or who I have ever been but maybe this is what I should be doing to see if my life with Justin is what I want. What if I find more happiness with Travis? I can already tell this is a possibility.
Once we are behind closed doors, Travis reaches for the small bottle of vodka in the mini bar.
"You make me nervous too. You want one?"
Him, nervous? He doesn't look nervous at all.
"Yeah, sure."
He takes on the glass as if it were a shot. I do the same thing and leave the hard liquor in my mouth for a brief moment before swallowing and feeling the warmth flow down my throat.
"Are you okay? Are you sure?" His questions are making me doubt everything about myself.
"I think I am okay but I'm not sure. My entire body is shaking. If I'm sure, I don't know what I'm doing anymore but in one day, you took my world and changed it forever."
Travis takes away the empty glass from my hand. "I'm not an asshole, Willow. My goal isn't to take and leave. I'm not that type of man. We have a week here together. Let's see if we want to kill each other or if we don't want to be apart. It can go both ways but personally? I'm aiming for plan B."
"I'm still engaged back home, Travis."
Sadness appears in his eyes. "I'll be showing you what life can be with me so you can decide at the end."
I am doing this. One day with him and he cares that much. I don't understand but I do want to try. Do I feel bad toward Justin? Absolutely but perhaps Travis was sent into my life to show me how it could be.
"Okay but if you change your mind along the way, if I am not your type of woman, don't play me."
"I have been completely honest and real with you so far, that won't change." Stepping closer to me, I know what is happening and my heart is about to crack each bone of my rib cage.
His finger slides under the waistband of my skirt and he caresses my skin in a gentle way. I thought he was going to kiss me already but no, he hasn't. Maybe he is testing me, trying to find out what I'm ready for. I'm all in. Well, all in with a parcel of anxiety and fear. Travis is gazing at me, tempting me. Oh, fuck it. This isn't fair and he knows it. Without wasting more time, I pull his shirt over his head. I never thought I would see him shirtless again tonight. The bandage hiding his tattoo on his chest reminds me to be careful. Still, he isn't moving, just gazing down at me. This time, I remove my top and a smile tugs on his lips.
"Gorgeous." He whispers.
In my bra, I don't feel shy or uncomfortable like I would normally. The way he looks at me fills me with pride and I can't wait for more.
"Willow..." Saying my name as it is my last chance to stop him. Travis lifts me into his arms and carries me to his bed. Careful not to touch his tattoo or mine, as soon as we're lying down, my skirt is thrown across the room and his pants are pushed down the bed. Naked with a man I've known for maybe ten hours. I can feel chemistry growing strong between us. His hands are everywhere on me, dancing on every inch of my skin getting to know my curves. My pulse is so high my whole body practically vibrates.
Moving on top of me, it is getting so real. We kiss, we enjoy our bodies rubbing against each other. I won't lie, I'm turned on more than I've ever been. Travis wants to make me feel good, he is giving me more than I am giving him. Unlike with Justin where he keeps on taking and taking. This is different and so much better. I let out a moan unable to restrain myself. Travis then pulls away and steps out of the bed.
"I hope I have one on me because if I don't it'll be a nightmare." Looking inside his wallet, he finds a condom and I've never seen a man so happy. "Thank, God."
He puts it on faster than I could see or think. Before I know it, Travis is back in the bed, on top of me getting reacquainted.
"You're perfect." He adds before pushing through my walls.
God! I say to myself. This is it, I'm doing this.
"Travis, this is amazing but all kinds of wrong at the same time," I mumble in a non-coherent way.
"Focus on us, sweetheart."
How can I not? I have this handsome man on top of me, pleasuring me like I'm some kind of queen. Moving my leg high enough it rests on his shoulder. Jesus Christ! I moan thankful for my yoga class.
Travis keeps watching me, begging for eye contact while I'm afraid to look at his face. I know what I'm going to feel like after. I'll be hooked on him for making me feel this good. Tugging on my nipples or stealing kisses here and there, my eyes are still closed. I'm not easily distracted.
"Open your eyes, look at me." This is an order, not a request.
I open them; and see him and the look of pure lust in his blue eyes.
"Four more days like this, sweetheart, I'll show you how it could be." His mouth finds my neck, nibbling or tickling me, I don't know which but it isn't important.
Absorbing this moment of pure bliss, I forget about the reality and dive into this fantasy. I don't know what he's doing to me but he makes me sing. In sync, we move together.
Can it be like this every single time?
I let myself being transported into this whirlwind and follow Travis into a new type of pleasure for me. I've never felt so light, desired and sexy in my entire life. This is a new side I'm ready to explore.
After reaching what seems like heaven, we pass out with our bodies intertwined. I don't know what I'm doing at this point but that was the best night of my life.
Few minutes before the alarm rings, I wake up exhausted and dizzy. Unsure if I should stay or not, I stare at Travis' beauty while he sleeps. How handsome that man is surprises me. Only one day around him and well, he might have thrown my wedding out the window. Travis didn't force me, I did all of it by myself and wanted it but damn, now I'm more confused than ever. Justin is sweet but Travis has me feel so much better. I can't compare years to one single day but I'm hoping I'll be able to see clearer by the end of my time here in Vegas.
I decide to go back to my room. Distance will be good and the awkwardness of the morning after isn't my cup of tea.
The breakfast is beginning in half an hour and I need to shower and clean up my tattoo. Putting on my bra, top, skirt, and purse, I make my escape in complete silence. I hear whispers in the hallway but I don't look around to see who it is. Leaving a room to another doesn't leave much to interpretations.
My room is beautiful and spending the entire morning or day in here would be great. Relaxing after a challenging day and NIGHT. "Oh my God," I say to myself. From the way, Travis and I danced together or kissed to having sex twice in a row... Vegas is messing with my head. I'm enjoying every second as I had planned and more...
I take a shower in a hurry to be downstairs on time. Plus, I'm starving. Food will be necessary and a ton of coffee. After my shower, I twist my wet hair in a high bun and call it perfect. I put on a coral blouse and black capris when all I want is to be curled up in bed all day. Naked.
I run to the elevator and once I'm on the main floor, I run to get breakfast and a coffee. This is going to be great. Eggs, toast, bacon and mini blueberry muffins, all set for the first batch of workshops.
Sitting by myself at a table, I wonder if I should save Travis a spot or if he's going to hang out with his friends. We haven't made plans yesterday. Few people sit at my table and we make small talk. What I love about my company is how big it is. We have offices worldwide and these seminars are the perfect way to meet new people. Like Travis. He is nowhere to be seen but my guess is that he woke up late or is still sleeping. Maybe I should go to his room to check.
"Good morning ladies and gentleman." A man says upfront on the stage.
Too late, now I can't go to his room. I take a sip of my coffee thinking he is a grown man and he can wake up all by himself. He made it alright before I came into the picture.
"A few months ago when we decided to come to Las Vegas for our next seminar, we thought it would give our employees an opportunity to have a good time together and we're all for team building but watching every one of you here this morning, I think you all went beyond our expectations. Do we need to set a curfew?" He laughs and we all do as well. There are around four hundred people in here I think. They better have enough coffee to last the day.
I eat my breakfast while the man keeps talking. Although I'm tired, there is no way I regret last night but I would love a nap.
"Let's begin with our first motivation speech of the day and the opportunity to wish everyone a nice meaningful welcome into our vision. Let's hear it for our Vice-President Travis Ray Linscott."
My blood turns cold, I drop my fork and my coffee goes down my throat the wrong way and I start coughing attracting the unwanted attention. Travis sees me and smiles at my reaction.
What the actual fuck? What is going on? Vice President?
"Are you okay, miss? Do you need some assistance?" Travis asks in the microphone and I want to die. This is pure embarrassment and I can't deal with this. Travis is my boss, indirectly but still... Shaking my head refusing the help, I'll be fine.
I drink some orange juice hoping it will calm me. From the stage, he gives me a smile only I can relate to. The same he had given me so many times last night.
Leaving the conference would be less embarrassing but it would attract his attention and I don't want to insult him. Travis hasn't done anything wrong, other than not specifying he is the vice-president. Last year, I don't remember seeing him. He must be the new employee they announced a few months ago. I never read these inter-office memo. Never. But you can bet from now on I will.
"So everyone is enjoying Las Vegas, I heard?" He looks around at tired eyes and people yawning. "Well, I know I am. Being here is the perfect opportunity to meet new people from different departments or functions. We never know when we'll be in a situation where another department needs to be involved. Exchange your business card, you know the drill. I'm glad I got to meet some of you yesterday. It warms my heart to see how much you put into this company. The simple act of being here tells me you love working for Linscott. This is our goal. We thrive on honesty, enforcement of individuals and loyalty. Those are the three qualities I want in each and every one of you."
When I hear his voice, although we aren't alone, it feels like he is talking to me. Always telling me I'm worth more than being cheated on. I know that I am. I've always known but Justin is my first real boyfriend and letting him go when he asked to marry me is hard. So damn hard. Since last night though, I understand the vision Travis wants me to see. I do.
Drinking my coffee and catching a few bits and pieces of Travis' speech. There is no way I can deny that I'm impressed by the guy. Smart, handsome, real, and sexy and I got to call him mine last night. My face flushes. Oh my God, last night was amazing.
His speech ends on a high note with everyone laughing but me. Too lost in the naked version of Travis, I missed it.
They call a break and most of us walk out of the conference room. Not expecting anyone to follow, I direct myself outside to get some fresh air and sit on the closest bench.
I hear someone walking up behind me. "Why did you leave this morning? I thought we were good."
"Hey, Mr. Vice-president. Thanks for the surprise, I almost died of embarrassment."
Sitting next to me, Travis wraps his arms around my neck. "Does it make any difference to you?"
"To me, no but maybe we should check with the Human Resources."
He squeezes me a little closer. "So, why did you leave?"
God, I don't feel like explaining myself knowing my decision wasn't the best one. "I was pulling the whole save myself from the awkwardness of the morning after and because I wanted fresh clothes and a shower routine."
He nods. "Okay, but I would have loved to wake up with you. Maybe another time."
"Another time, huh?"
"Hell yes." I like that Travis still wants to spend time with me. "Come on, we're leaving."
"Yeah, the next conference is about to start and I would love a coffee."
Travis gets up, locks his fingers around mine and pulls me. "We'll grab a coffee on the way, Okay? We're in Vegas, let's make the best of it."
What is going on? "So we aren't staying or attending the conferences as planned."
"Hmm, no."
A car arrives in front of us in the valet area. "Here's your vehicle, sir."
"Come on."
I get up and follow him to the car. He opens the door and closes it as soon as I am sitting. I've never sat in an Audi before and I kind of like it. It's a nice rental car.
"Let's get a coffee for madam and after that, let the fun begin."
I hope I don't get in trouble for ditching my first day of workshops. Being with the vice-president might save my ass in the end.
As promised, Travis gets me a large latte and I pass out in the car on our way to somewhere...
"Hey, sleepyhead. We're here."
"Where's here?" I mumble out of sleep.
"To a new adventure."
Chuckling, I open my car door. "I'm relieved you didn't bring me to the white chapel."
"Very funny."
"Helicopters? Are you planning to kidnap me or something? Should I start running?"
"No, sweetheart. I would catch you anyway. I'm quick like that." Meeting me on my side of the car, he kisses my lips like it's nobody's business. "Have you ever seen the Grand Canyon?"
"Shut up! No! You are taking me in a helicopter over the Grand Canyon?" This is hard to believe. I wanted to do this but it was a lot of money and it didn't work with my conference schedule. "Really?" Travis nods. "This is going to be amazing." I jump into his arms overwhelmed. "Thank you." This time, I'm the one initiating the kiss and it surprised him. Images of last night pop into my mind and I kiss him deeper.
"We have to stop or we'll get in trouble for indecency. Plus, they are waiting on us."
We pull away from each other and walk toward the registration counter. My body is trembling, already feeling the jitters of flying in a helicopter. This is going to be a first.
It all happens fast but minutes later, I find myself strapped into a seat with a headset on. My hands are clammy and my stomach in knots. This is going to be high in the sky above the canyons. It freaks me out because well, it's a helicopter and small.
"It'll be alright." I hear Travis in the headphone.
We take off and he grabs my hand rubbing his thumb over my skin. A simple gesture to make sure I feel safe.
Flying away from the city, I can't stop the laughter coming from my mouth. I tend to laugh when I'm nervous.
"I wasn't prepared for this." Not in a million years.
"I know." He smiles with pride to be the reason behind my smile.
Starting to get used to the feeling, I ease in my seat and look outside. It's beautiful.

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