Lost In My Our Head

Breaking

**Warning this has triggers**
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She would always hide in her room to avoid the reality of the world. She would either read or watch something on YouTube or Netflix.
She was always in her room that when her mom ended up in the hospital because of her mental health she didn't notice at first. But the second day her mom was in the girl had to leave her room. She was hit by reality. She always had to watch her sister and make sure her siblings ate dinner which caused her to sometimes forget she had to eat.
Her dad was different from how he normally is with mom around. He would yell more, get angrier faster and tended to get the most upset with her.
She tried to stay strong during the day. When she was at school she would act as if life was still ok. But inside she was hurting...a lot.
She started feeling like nobody cared to ask if she was doing ok she was breaking and nobody noticed. She kept her knives under her pillow. She kept telling herself not to cut but today her emotions got the best of her.

*time skip*
She was at school wearing her normal hoodie but today she kept her sleeves down. She didn't want her friends asking questions. She knew some of them would know what she did last night. She had cut. More than she ever had. She wanted to end her emotions and get rid of this anxiety and wanted to feel pain. She likes to feel the pain.