She doesn't understand why but she feels alone...forgotten.
She is the oldest of 3 kids. Her sister is 5 and her brother is 13. She helps with watching them and get her sister ready for school or dance.
She would help but she felt like her parents didn't notice how much she helped. If her siblings did something when the parents weren't home she got most(if not all) of the blame.
Blame...the only time she was notified was when she got in trouble. She would hold herself together but as soon as she got to her room.... she would break down.
She hated herself for feeling weak. She felt as if she was gone nobody would notice or care. She thought she would just be forgotten.
Pain...pain was a lot of the time her comfort. Not many knew how she truly feels. Not even her therapist. Only 2 people know her boyfriend and closest friend.
But they don't know she feels alone and forgotten.
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Lost In My Our Head
De TodoOne shots of the random emotions of a depressed and anxious teenage girl *will have triggers*
