"you look so cozy and cute" seonghwa complimented me and i smiled "thanks" i smiled softly and he grabbed my hand. "so i thought we could get some coffee this morning, and then go to the movies. classic first date" seonghwa chuckled a bit. so a basic date, is what i thought in my head.
"y-yeah sounds good" i said looking at our hands and he smiled "incase you get cold" he winked, hongjoong was right, he's really good with his words. i blushed slightly and started to walk with him towards a cafe.
when we got inside the cafe, it was a little bit full. just girls around our age and some elderly people. "is there anything you prefer?" seonghwa asked "latte" i smiled and he nodded leaving me at a table and he went to order.
i bit my lip looking around and checking my phone. san still hasn't texted me back.
i sighed sending another text message, which was paragraph long.
jimin: choi san, you know you are my bestest friend in the whole world. i don't think i can live without your presence. i know what i did wrong, and yes everyone should hate me, including you. but i don't want you to hate me, if you hate me, i hate me. i don't want to force you to be my bestfriend, but please text me back and tell me you don't want to be friends anymore, and i'll try to leave you alone. please san. i love you.
once i sent the text seonghwa came back "latte for the pretty lady" seonghwa said and i smiled a bit "thanks" i sighed and he sat across of me. "you seem like you have a lot in your mind" seonghwa said and i nodded "san has been ignoring me lately" i said and he chuckled.
"that's what has your pretty little head in a mess, don't worry about him. you have me now" seonghwa winked and i stared blankly at him. "i am gonna worry seonghwa. san has been my bestfriend since i can remember and he means so much to me. i feel terrible i couldn't be a better bestfriend because he deserves way more than stupid me. you saying that makes me angry because i-i-" i said before crying. i couldn't take it anymore.
i stood up and seonghwa grabbed my hand "hey, lets calm down" he said and i glared at him. "let go" i said and he let go as i walked out quickly.
i ran down the street a bit and walked inside another cafe, sitting down quickly and banging my head on the table. "your gonna hurt yourself" i heard someone say i looked up and saw san, mingi, and yunho next to me.
"i-i-im sorry , i-i'll leave" i stuttered and stood up , san grabbed my hand "sit down" he said and i nodded feeling the brim of my eyes get watered up. "do you want to drink anything?" mingi asked about to stand "no, i'm fine" i said "get her a caramel frappe" san said and i smiled softly at him.
"are you okay?" san asked and i nodded slowly,"no" i mumbled and san grabbed my hand. "i'm sorry for making you worry. i just needed a bit time. plus you will never guess who came to talk to me" san chuckled and i looked at him.
"at first i thought he was just gonna beat me up, but no—hongjoong came and told me to talk to you. but you came to me" san said and i squinted my eyes."hongjoong?" i asked and he nodded "he told me you went on a date with seonghwa" he said.
"that was today, i kind of ran out of it" i looked at my hands "you ran?-ha, that's something you would totally do!" san laughed and i smiled a bit.
"so you aren't angry at me anymore?" i asked and san nodded "i was being childish, but now you understand right?" san asked and i nodded. "i'm sorry, i mean—san i never knew, but you know i love you. i just never thought" i said and he chuckled.
"it's fine now" san smiled and i looked at yunho who shook his head. "san if it's not, i just don't want to hurt you anymore" i said and san smiled "it hurt more when you were gone" san said and i stood up hugging him.
"i missed you so much, i'm sorry for being a horrible bestfriend" i said and san hummed hugging me back. i looked up and san had tears coming down his face "sannie" i pouted wiping his tears and kissing his forehead.
"please don't cry" i said and he nodded chuckling and i hugged him tighter.
