" did you hear chanmi is back?"
"it's chungha now hyujin, idiot"
"well sorry nayeon, but have you heard?"
"yes, i'm glad. i heard they're getting married!"
"married!?" hyunjin and i yelled in sync and they both turned to me as i blushed of embarrassment "sorry" i mumbled and i stood up from my desk leaving the room. i pushed myself hair back sighing, what did this mean? why am i so fricking bothered? nothing is wrong , nothing.
"jimin" i looked up and saw hongjoong i smiled at him "hi" i said and he looked at me emotionless "can you move?" hongjoong asked and i looked at where i was, blocking the water fountain.
"i'm sorry" i said quickly moving and he took his drink "are you angry at me?" i asked and hongjoong looked at me after his drink. "why would i be?" hongjoong asked and i shrugged "i don't know, you've just been different" i said and hongjoong just looked at me.
"maybe it's you acting different?" hongjoong tilted his head and i pouted "im not" i said quickly and he shrugged walking away and i grabbed his arm. "what?" he asked and i bite my lip harshly "what happened to you liking me?" is what i wanted to say, but i just responded with "nothing ugly" i snapped letting go of his arm harshly and storming away.
why am i such a coward? it doesn't even matter anymore. hongjoong is with chungha and i shouldn't care about the past, and plus it's hongjoong he can get whomever he wants.
"jimin!" i looked up and saw seonghwa and he ran up to me "i got you some bread to keep you energized" seonghwa smiled handing me a small bread in a plastic bag. "thank you" i smiled and he moved a strand of hair from my face "you seem a bit down..are you okay?" seonghwa asked and i shook my head no.
"i was just thinking.. maybe we can start anew, give us a good start" i said and seonghwa smiled brightly "you know i would love that" seonghwa pulled me closer by the hand caressing my cheek with his other hand. "still slowly though" i blushed and he smirked chuckling "of course beautiful" seonghwa kissed my forehead and i looked at the ground.
"make sure to eat this bread, i will see you at lunch okay?" seonghwa said and i nodded as he walked away. maybe i could finally just focus on seonghwa, no one else trying to come after me.
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"why are you sad?" san asked putting some chicken on my plate "i'm not" i said eating the chicken "i can tell you are, don't lie to me" san said and i smiled at him. "i can't hide anything from you can i?" i giggled and he side hugged me "tell me" he said.
"i don't know how to even say this" i said and san hummed "i think i know what it is" san said and i looked at him. "is it about chungha?" san asked and i nodded "so hongjoong. do you like him?" san asked and i looked away.
"i don't, i'm just flustered because it's so out the blue" i said and san hummed "yeah they were
the icon couple last year and they will be this year as well i guess" san said and i looked at my food. "i'm giving seonghwa another chance" i said and san hummed "gonna make hongjoong jealous, i like this" san chuckled and i looked at him."noo, i like seonghwa" i said and san stared at me "yeah you did" san said and i frowned "i do like him" i snapped and san chuckled. "san im not joking" i said seriously and san shrugged "hey hongjoong" san said and i turned with a smile and saw no one pouting looking back at san who laughed.
"you can't lie jimin" san smiled "i don't! i'm done bye!" i stood up grabbing my plate and marching away bumping into someone before falling on the ground my milk spilling all over me. i frowned "chungha, are you okay?" i looked over and saw hongjoong helping her up as he glared at me.
"jealousy does thing huh?" hongjoong said and i glared at him "jealousy?" i scoffed standing up in my own "what jealousy hongjoong?" i snapped and he rolled his eye putting his arm around chungha's waist.
"don't lie to yourself, get over me" hongjoong said and i looked at the ground "jimin are you okay?" san stood bedsides me and i walked past him , basically running out. this was embarrassing.
i ran to the bathroom and opened one of the stalls sliding down to the ground my head in my knees. these feelings weren't good, i didn't want to actually fall for hongjoong, and i didn't. until now.
"jimin?" i raised my head to my name "chungha?" i asked and she hummed "you like hongjoong?" chungha asked and i ignored her question. "don't like him. he's mine. we've always been a thing, i don't know what happened when i was gone, but it was fake. hongjoong loves playing around with dumb girls like you" chungha said and i felt my eyes well up.
i stood up and opened the stall and slapped chungha. "never assume that shit from me. i will never like hongjoong. he's disgusting to me" i snapped walking out the bathroom. "really?" i turned my head and saw hongjoong and i ignored him walking away and he grabbed my hand pulling me away into a room.
"you're saying you have no feelings for me jimin?" hongjoong asked corning me into a wall as i backed up. "you heard me" i said softly nervously and he smirked. "you're a big bluffer you know that jimin, it's cute" hongjoong smiled caressing my cheek.
"i know you like me pretty" hongjoong softly pressed his lips on mine.
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things low key getting steamy now ah ha ha. also can someone make me a cover :*