A Love To Fight For (BoyxBoy)

I was now breathing harshly as my oponent laid limp on the ground.

He was still breathing... barely, but he would live to fight another fight.

I looked outside the cage and say Kenny smiling and clapping at me.

I spit out the blood that was in my mouth. I had won the fight.

I ignored the cheering crowd as I went to the caged door, waiting for them to unlock it before stepping out.

The thing is, when you're in the cage during fight, there's no leaving it. Your stuck and you have to fight, I've seen so many people-mostly newcomers- try to escape during the fight.

No matter how much you hurt, plead, or beg, you're stuck until they declare a winner.

You probably thinking how can they treat people like dogs, cage us in and force us to fight each other and if we don't they shock us with they metal collar around our necks.

How degrading right?

If it makes it worse we have to have a chain leash on when we arive to stop any fights outside the cage.

That and it's a way to control us, to make us feel less than human beings, to make us feel like we belong to them and we're nothing but animals.

Mingy, dirty, crazed animals.

Crazy part is, I've never met a fighter with any will to live anymore, they all give up.

Eventually thats all you can do.Just give up.

I'm almost 18 and I won't go to college, I wont get married, I won't fall in love, I wont have kids, I won't have a family, I'll be stuck here. Fighting, until I take my last breath and leave earth for good.

And truthfully I don't even care anymore.

I don't care what happens anymore. God himself can come down, grab me by my neck, and strangle the shit out me and I won' bat an eyelash.

The devil could drag me to hell by my feet and I wouldn't even fight it.

That's how much I value my life.

"Great fight kid! That ended quick, wow! Even beat your record!" Kenny yelled to me. He handed me a water bottle and I chugged it down without a second thought.

"Thanks, just doing my job."No emotion in my voice.

I always try to block my emotions during a fight, it makes it easier to fiight them while they beg you to stop.

"Keep this up and we'll be rolling in dow!"He screamed with a hungry glint in his eye.

"Don't you mean you'll be rolling in dow."I snorted he shrugged.

"Same diffrence."That one thing I hate about Kenny. He's money hungry.

Doesn't care whether you're hurt or sick, he just wants his money.

"Did so good, we might just take a trip to the whore house. Heard they got new shipments,virgins."He said with a wink.

"No thanks." I said in distaste.

The whore house is where they place the women to prostatute them.

Some women go willingly, but allot of the women are kidnapped and forced too.

I hate it.

For my 13th birthday Kenny bought me a whore.

Said I was walking into man hood and in order for me to do that I

I have to learn the Anatomy of the female body.

I was a virgin before then, so I had never really seen a naked body, well except on the pornos he' watch, but thats it.

So when he brought the prostatute and ordered me to sleep with her I didn't know what to do.

The girl looked at me with terrified begging eyes, that said'please don't hurt me'.

Come to find out she was a virgin, 15 years old and was kidnapped on her walk home.

She told me they rapped her and did horeible stuff to her.

So you all are probably woundering how could she be a virgin right?

Well if you are new, never been bought or sold to a man, you are counted as a virgin.

It's sickens me.

But anyways.... her job was to pleasure me and to let me touch her in whatever way I want.

I told him I didn't wamt her, he said, in exact words."Don't want her! I paid good money for that slut! Now you're going to fuck her or I am!"He yelled.

I agreed because lord know what he'd do to the poor girl.

To make sure we did, he ordered her to suck me off, while he watched.

I felt so bad for her, but I couldn't deny it felt good. So good I yanked on her head when I came in her mouth.

That satisfyed him so he left the room to give us privacy.

To rap the story up. We didn't have sex, i just messed up her hair and make up to look like we did.

"Come on, you're no fun."he told me with a kiddish pout.

"Im not sleeping with a whore." I told him. He shrugged.

"Fine more for me, ya know I really think you should. Maybe getting you laid would losen you up. You've been tense lately and it's starting to piss me off."He told as we walked through the crowd.

I didn't need to wear a leash because I wouldn't dare run away.

Where would I run?

"Is that so?"I told him sarcastcally, he glared at me.

"Dont get snarky I was just suggesting releiving some stress."He told me.

I rolled my eyes as we were giving a siitcase full of €150,000.

Kenny smiled and handed me 1 thousand of it.

It was my share.

"Keep fighting like this and we'd-", He was cut off my sirens.

The police was here.

Everyone started running, pushing, and shoving, trying to escape before arrested.

Gun shots went off and the crowd went crazy.

Smoke bombs were thrown and no I was blind from it.

I couldn't see.

I squinted and tried to run with the crowd but before I could even move, my hands were behind my back and I was cuff.

"You have the right to remain silent."The main screamed over me.

Aw shit, I going to jail.