Frosty Love

Ouch

I duck so another glass of flying whiskey doesn't hit me in the head. All week it's been bad but not this bad. I escape off the bus in a pile of tears.

"You don't know your ass from a pile of..." Danny trails off in a slurred manner.

"Learn to keep it in your god damned pants Cam." Ben screams obviously crying.

"Again?" Andy sighs picking me up.

"It's really bad tonight" I sob.

He shakes his head at the rest of Black Veil Brides as they enter the bus to calm the boys down.

"Are you okay?" I ask Andy, hearing 'Fallen Angels' play again in their bus.

"You are the one who got hit with a beer bottle" Andy stifles a laugh as he dabs the gash on my head

I wince in pain. "I mean emotionally"

"I think you still beat me in that category too"

"I'm serious"

"I got dumped. That's all"

"Doesn't sound like all"

He sighs sitting down on the couch across from me. "It's hard, long distant relationships. I'm not lucky enough to have a girlfriend on the tour bus with us, it's hard."

I nod, knowing 'I get it' won't cover. Because I don't.

"I like to think that it's all some kind of sick joke. That I'm going to wake up next to her one day"

"You know you'll find someone" I pat his knee.

"If I do it's because I'd quit the band. Believe me I've thought about it. A lot more than I should've. But I can't leave the fans. I can't. They were all so broken when they came to me. Still so broken. Once I piece one together another ten join the army and I can't keep up"

"What about you? What about if you're in one piece or not?"

*Ben's POV*

"I can't believe you tied us fucking down" Danny screams.

"You gonna act like children you gonna be treated like children" CC laughs at himself.

"Now we have you all sober" Ashley smiles "You're going to talk your shit out."

"What are we going to do next? Braid hair and talk about our future wedding dresses?" James says sarcastically

"No but you want to see a picture of what you did to Kayla?" Ashley shows us a picture of Kayla broken down crying and bleeding. I had to look away. That was one sight I couldn't bare.

"James through the bottle" Danny mutters

"I don't care" Ashley snaps at us "There are obviously bigger issues here. We will not have a repeat of Sam"

"James" CC says "What the hell happened?"

"Like whole story"

"Sure"

"Ben fell in love with a girl, then she came on tour, they dated, he messed up, they broke up and Cam decided that it would be fantastic to kiss her. Which Kayla ran off causing Ben to get pissed off. We thought it was okay until we got drunk then true feelings came out."

"I'm not even involved in this" Danny whines "I'm the only one not in love with Kayla"

"I don't love her" James defends

"Not what you said earlier" Cam laughs

"Shut the hell up. I was drunk and lied"

"Who the hell lies when they're drunk"

Even though all our hands are tied behind our backs I could tell that James still wanted to punch Cam in the face. I guess tying us up was a good idea after all.

"I don't care if you are gay for Danny" Ashley groans. "What happened happened."

After an hour I think we really have everything hashed out to be honest, Ashley's pretty good at this. If Kayla wants to date any of us, she makes the move not us. Then Kayla walks in, instantly crying with a large bandage on her head when she sees us.

"It's okay" Ashley hugs her just talk.

She nods. "It's time for me to leave the band"

Everyone looked surprised even Ashley.

"No!" We all try to jump at once but we are still tied down.

"You fucking promised you'd never leave" I say, tears threatening to leave my eyes. Kayla looks away saying I'm sorry.

"We fixed it. We promise" Cam smiles

"I can't mess up the band guys.You guys had a good thing going." She smiles weakly.

"No we didn't we were like this before you. Why do you think Sam's gone?" I sigh

"A girl got in the way and he was the cut off" Danny frowns

"But it was because of other band stuff too. That we finally worked out" I say optimistically

"We don't think anything like this would happen again." Cam insists.

"Promise?" She smiles through her tears.

"Promise" We say in unison.

*Kayla's POV*

I pick up the acoustic guitar in the back recording studio, I may be back but I still feel like shit and acoustic is good for sad songs.

"You'll be okay (you'll be okay!) Oh my God! The water is rising! It's rising! You just have to believe in me! Failing that I'll ride this storm alone! We can still make it out, 'Fuck' I can help you through this, But you have to take my hand!

I can take you home,Take my hand,Take my hand! I should've known the tides were getting higher. We can still survive. They think we're drowning but our heads are still above the waves, Above the waves." I sing slashing my guitar with tears and stopping because it's too slippery. I put my head on my hands and feel a heavy hand on my shoulder pull me into him so my head is on his lap.

"I've had a shitty life" I sigh. Not caring really who it is. "Never knowing love, never knowing how to feel it, much less show it."

The hand strokes my hair, listening carefully.

"I messed everything up. Incapable of having an okay relationship because my parents were both drunks who abused each other and me. Then thinking I like a guy just to be used for sex then get back at him for sleeping with a bunch of more guys to show how okay I really was without him. Oh we can't forget Ben" I start crying a little more now. "I thought I really did love him back so I pushed him away. How does that make sense? Now I'm alone again with four guys who treated me like my parents. I'm so fucked up"

"We didn't mean it" Ben's gruff voice said. I scramble off of him and as far away from him as I could from him.

"What the hell?"

"You're all like a sister to us. We wouldn't really want to hurt you"

I shake my head. "Ben" I sob, etching my way closer to him.

"You know I love you" Ben says shakily, like he's going to cry too.

Once I get closer to him he wipes my tears away.

"Baby." he pleads almost "Please"

I hug him, well since he was sitting it was more of a straddle hug. "I think I love you too"

He take my face and kisses me, softly, lovingly, passionate.

His hands travel to my hips and my arms ring around his neck. Things get a bit more heated and I flick at his belt buckle.

"Kayla" He pulls away "Are you sure"

I giggle a bit and go back to kissing him. He flicks the door locked and the light switch off. Our clothes scatter in different places and I feel him take my panties off with his teeth.

"Ben" I gasp, nails digging into his back. Comes back kissing my neck

"Kayla" He moans as I take dominance