watch me 
                              the christ maiden 
                              the virgin locks 
                              me in to remain steadfast 
                              in my righteousness 
                              i know everything 
                              i dare not write verse 
                              but i predict the words of others 
                              i read between the lines on their wrists 
                              i understand them as i understand palms 
                              i see the inside of a thigh there 
                              of a man 
                              of a woman 
                              of a child 
                              i read their veins as a bonus 
                              they lap it up 
                              as i discharge the milk-blue strains 
that streak mine 
                              (it is true if it hurts)
                              the only way to know truth is to let me tell you as i know it 
                              feeling it in my joints in my own swollen skin 
                              charcoal dark from trying 
                              though clarity sits comfortably atop the chaos like a crown of turds 
                              because i know 
                              i know 
                              even when i do not 
                              words evoke or lull the map to a life
                              i choose 
                              not to follow the narrow or the wide road 
                              no      
                              me
                                  
                              i fly
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