WEAK 4 YOU [fanfiction]

I condition

Reader POV:

Seeing Jungkook like that really breaks his heart. Otherwise, Hoseok is always the one who keeps the mood and always lights up every room with his presence. But when it comes to a trusted person, his nature could change in a few seconds.

He carefully laid Jungkook's head on his lap and began stroking his angelic hair while looking at his tender face. He couldn't help but smile.

"What has really happened to you?", He whispered into his ear. Hoseok was hoping that Jungkooks subconscious would answer him. Then he wanted to make themselves a little more comfortable and carried the dozing Jungkook into his bedroom and laid him down on his bed.

After remembering that he forgot to close the door, he shut it and then joined him in bed. He keeps Jungkook's head on his chest and closes his eyes. He never got so close to him, because Hoseok didn't expect him to be attracted to men as he was himself. Thinking about touching Jungkooks strong body makes him suffer a bit. But it was the wrong situation to think about sensual feelings. To relax him more he started stroking the other back. Jungkook suddenly winced.

"Hey, are you awake?", Hoseok whispered softly into Jungkook's ear.

Jungkook POV:

I instantly opened my eyes and stared at Hoseok. I couldn't get a word out because the next thing I needed to do was to run to the toilet and throw up the snack I had last night. Bending over the bowl, I realized how miserable I must look in the eyes of those watching.

Fuck .. why is he here? Nobody should ever see me like this

"Too much Soju?", Hoseok asked while leaning at the bathroom door destroying the immense street of thoughts running through my head. Hoseok is right, I must have really drank too much. I feel sick and my head hurts like shit. I sink back on the floor and lean against the wall while throwing a look at Hoseok who was certainly mad at me for not making an excuse why I skipped classes.

"If you're here to get me back to school. I pass.", I set on a fake smile and turned away from him, hoping that my body language alone will make him leave.

"No. Jungkook-ah, I am here because I am worried!", he got a little louder but kept his voice friendly. Then he cleared his throat and sat down next to me.

"Go away. I look bad and I must smell like a skunk.", I kind of whispered because my throat hurt. "You always look good to me.", he smiled. This angelic smile. It made me forget about my problems for a few seconds.

Then it hits me again. The reason why I was afraid to get out of this sh*thole. "How is school? Are they talking? Is Taehyung already punished? Kicked out of school? Anything?!", I had an extremely bad feeling when I thought about what happened in the toilet only a week ago and it gave me the desire to get drunk again, so I could get rid of those memories.

My heart froze as I heard my best friend repeating my sentence slowly. "Taehyung punished ?", his voice got dangerous silent. "Tell me what happened Jungkook!", he bend over to me and turned my chin in his direction with two fingers.

Hoseok only heard about the set-up story of Yoongi, but he knew it was a lie. "I don't want to talk about it, Hyung.", I whispered then stood up to get away from his questions, to run away from the truth.

He grabbed onto my shirt and I tried to pull away with all strength I had, making the shirt rip. The material slowly falls to the ground.

Silence

...

"What the-", Hoseok eyed the scratching marks on my back and instantly jumped up and approached me from behind.

"Who did this to you, Jungkook?", by now his friendly voice was completely gone and instead slight wrinkles formed on his forehead. His gaze was very stern.

"Hoseok please, it's nothing!", I whine, knowing I can't hide the truth anymore.

"Nothing? Do you think I am blind? You may have fooled me when you texted me that you were okay and only needed a short break from school but my eyes can't fool me", he started screaming. "Don't make me repeat myself. What has happened that day?!"

"Please Hoseok, it is none of a thing you need to deal with. Leave it to me. Okay? Please", my voice cracked. "You're scaring me ..."

Hoseok immediately grabbed onto me and turned me around. Looking straight into my eyes. After seeing my tears, the anger on his face disappeared and he slowly lost grip of me, stumbling two exhausted steps backwards. For a few moments, we just stood there, looking at each other.

"Please let me help you, Jungkook.", Hoseok choked on his words.

"There is nothing you can do. I am the only one who can fix this.", I let my head sink down. "Okay, you don't have to tell me now but I want you to know that you don't have to go through this alone. I am always there for you if you change your mind and want to talk." Hoseok said and placed a lot of emphasis on his desire to assist me.

He then gently put his left hand on my cheek and lifted my face before he pulls me into an intensive and long hug. I never knew Hoseok cared that much about me. I am thankful that we are friends.

[A/n] This chapter is quite long. I really hope you like it. ♡