WEAK 4 YOU [fanfiction]

II flashback

*TW: sexual events

Jungkook POV:

After Hoseok hugged me, we went back to bed and lay down. I decided to open up to him about what had happened and it was great to talk about everything, even though he started to think about plans to kill Taehyung. Eventually, we fell asleep, facing each other and breathing the same air. He even held my hand.

8 am:

It was Saturday morning, we had enough time to set up the plan to get me back to school, without any homophobic pupil hunting me down. I was upset with the fact that Min Yoongi changed the story because back then when I left the men's toilet. I remember that he was shocked and he didn't even bring out a single word. 

I know he wants to protect Taehyung but to what extent?

The lights of the sun dazzled me. I turned my head in the opposite direction and looked at Hoseok. He was just laying there, sleeping and smiling, wrapped up in bed linen. But there was something I needed to hide from him on purpose.

Flashback 2 am:

After we had talked a lot we eventually got tired and stopped. The room was filled with silence. I tried to fall asleep, because I felt like an undead, not sleeping in days. His voice crept up my neck and gave me goosebumps. Hoseok's words made me completely awake again.

"By the way - Jungkook-ah - ", he came closer to my ear making me flinch. "I am gay too" Back then I didn't knew what to say so I just closed my eyes, trying to force myself to sleep. My heart beated fast. His breath touching my neck softly. I bit my lip by the intense feeling.

Even if I am gay, that doesn't mean that we necessarily make a match. That is not how it works. I remember reading those weird Twitter posts about LGBTQIA+ cliches and that one really stuck in my head. Even though this community was entirely new to me I still could relate to one or another thing posted there.

Back 8 am:

I turn around just to see Hoseok getting up and coming up to me, grabbing my waist and pulling me closer to him making our bodies touch. I can tell he is horny AF. His eyes look hungry while he smiles widely at me and licks his lips. Even during such a sexual act, he's being all goofy? He starts to kiss the skin on my neck causing my cheeks to burn red and leaving wet love marks everywhere. I moan softly to the sensation. With the other hand, he goes roughly, but without hurting me, through my hair. Then he lifts my head to look at him. He comes closer, and our lips almost touch.. -

Closing my eyes while shaking my head in disbelief. After opening them again, I turned back around to the sleeping Hoseok.

My mind really plays sick jokes on me, it's just the same interest. The thoughts in my head about Taeyhung and Hoseok's sexual orientation are getting all mixed up. What does that have to do with me if he's gay too? It doesn't change the way I see him at all. Still the same Hoseok I know.

10 am

Hoseok left after Breakfast saying he need to get something done. I started to work out again. It was a challenge for me not to think about Taehyung. Here we go again, doing exactly what we tried not to do. Whenever I looked at the window he stood in front of a week ago, I got a Flashback of this moment.

-Kim Taehyung, with the hoody on his head, smoking out of the window. His brown hair is shining in the moonlight. Hands so big and manly, I badly want them to touch me. Fingers so long and beautiful, I want them to hold onto me. Lips full, making me wish to kiss them forever. His jawline is just perfect. Eyes shaped so uniquely, bringing up feelings in me that I never felt before. -

Lost in this moment from the past I went to the window to watch the view and saw a person looking up at me from afar. As soon as he noticed I saw him he starts to rush away. This can't be true. He's not only a sex offender but also a stalker?! For F*cks Sake...