WEAK 4 YOU [fanfiction]

III hot smoke

TW: swearing, sexual content

"Let me pass", said Kim Taehyung and without any hesitation, he pushed past me.

What the actual fuck

He sat down on my old armchair while it seemed that his mind was racing. Totally perplexed, I closed the door behind me as I stumbled back into the room. Silence. He just sat there looking out the window and back to the floor, while his right leg was restless. 

Should I say something? Maybe he should leave? Why is he even here?

"..I am sorry,  it must look really messy in here.", I cleared my throat and then looked directly at him: "I didn't expect any guests today", I indicated that I did not approve of his visit.

"Shut up.", he snapped as if he was ignoring me completely.

Does he dare to tell me what to do in MY room???

Taehyung got up and went to the window. I had no idea what he was searching for. Maybe he was hiding because he made a mess of something and was not honest enough to stand for it. This sort of behaviour wouldn't surprise me. Maybe the only person he was not honest with was himself. Pitiful b*stard.

He reached into his jacket, pulled out a cigarette and lit it. Just when I thought his behaviour couldn't get any more unworldly, he surprises me again and convinces me of my image of him. What even made me hold back my anger in that situation? Was it because he looked so breathtaking in the moonlight that I almost forgot that I did not want anybody to ever smoke in my room?

At least he opened the window. I see, I'm already obedient to this f*cking situation I am in. Jungkook, you really can't stand up for yourself. Get a grip on yourself, you're too weak.

But I couldn't help but just look at him, while the smoke was rising and making the air stuffy. I never realised he had such an attractive face, with unique features. I'd almost say beautiful but a guy like him doesn't deserve to be called that. Gross.

What are you even thinking about, Jungkook!?

He snapped the cigarette butt out,  pulled away from the window and turned his head to me.  Our eyes met. We just stood there and looked at each other without saying anything. This situation can't get any more confusing.

I already regret thinking that when he started walking toward me and I backed to the wall until my body was pressed against it. A few more centimetres in front of me he stopped. The tension in me became so intense that I thought my heart would stop beating at any moment. His head came closer and I could feel his hot breath on my skin, giving me goosebumps all over. I was hoping and begging myself that it was only 'disgust' that I was feeling but the immense sentiment that passed through my whole body showed me otherwise. As disgusted as I was with him, he also excited me. I turned my head to the side and avoided any eye contact. Extremely confused as to why my body had such an intense reaction to him, I didn't even get this excited when I watched my favourite Streamer Neeko. I squeezed my eyes together and held my breath.

Please don't do that to me Taehyung

The next moment the door shut loudly. He was gone and here I was, left behind with a freaking boner caused by the guy I thought I despised the most.