today was the day
i just wanted to let go,
i wanted to take my soul and
wring out all the darkness
that you had placed there.
wipe it clean
and start again.
and i wondered, for
the first time in a while,
if you even knew what love was,
because you didn't seem to know that
love, yeah, it works both ways.
and i just screamed at the top of my lungs;
not that you would hear me.
but somewhere deep inside me, i hope you did hear.
"fuck it, i don't need you, i can be just fine without you here."
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what am i kidding?? i'll never be fine.
YOU ARE READING
DROWNING
Fanfiction[ larry; completed ] you made me gravitate like a moth to light and now you're gone, and i have nothing, i'm choking on my words, and i can't do anything but drown. © caumet
