𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘴; ❥ 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐱𝐱 ✗ [DISCONTINUED]

♚ 2: realisation

— Y/N'S POV

The days went so fast, I'm already packing my stuff to go to the YouTube company. If you're thinking why the hell am I packing? Well, the people who works there are going to stay at a nearby hotel. Which is fucking amazing! I'll meet the people that I want to meet, and so exciting! I stuffed my jumpers and hoodies, until my phone rang.

I pulled out my device and pressed accepted, placing the cold ice device on my ears. "Hello?" "Hey!! It's Jane!" My eyes widen, head turned to clock and see it almost strikes to 9. "You guys are on break?" She hums, "Where's Nina?" There we're silence then I heard a loud snort, must be her. "NINA!" They bursted into laughter, I chuckled. We talked and it was almost time for me to head off. I sighed and told them I have to go.

"Nawww!! Have safe a trip! Tell us the tea if anything happens, we LOVE YOU!" I smiled even tho they couldn't see it. "Byeeeee. Love you both a lot." I ended the call and plopped onto my chair, before leaving.

I'll miss them.

Plugging my earbuds' plug in my phone and looking through my list. I finally found my favourite song of all time, Sunflower by Swae Lee. I fucking love this song, it's like my happy pill that cures my stress and depression.

— flash back

"Alex!!" I shouted at him, he didn't listen to me but was on his phone, while listening to music with headphones. I rolled my eyes and went over to him, I pulled the plug, making the song blasted. "YOU NONCE!" He glared and takes the plug off me. "Oi, nob head. I was fucking calling your name!" He slumps back and looks over to me. "What you need?" Then we realised the song was still blasting.

"Then you're left in the dust.. Unless I stuck by ya... You're a sunflower" the songs plays. I stopped scolding at him and my eyes shines. THE WORD SUNFLOWER MADE ME UWUED. "EEEE!!! What's the song called!!?" I actually, jumped on him. LEGIT. I'm on his lap, begging what's the song called. I noticed his face went super red, I widen my eyes and noticed where I was sitting. Instantly getting off, the sensation was awkward. But I coughed and asked again. "Uhhh.. May I know the name of the song?" He clears his throat and gulps. Making his adam's apple move.

damn papi has a gorgeous adam's apple—  Y/NN! WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?!

I cringed without knowing that I did that, in front of him. "Y/n? Did you hear me?" I widen my eyes quickly and tried to acted normal. "Uhh! YEAH! I DID. WAIT, tell me what you said before, j-just to make sure?" "Sun flower by Swae Lee?" I jumped and wrapped my arms around him. "THANK YOU!!!" I screamed and ran to my room, automatically downloading the song. I was fucking in love with the song ever since it started playing.

— Next two days

The song was stuck in my head, I even remembered the whole lyrics. Start to finish. It's just the feeling of relaxation and aesthetical sensation to have.

I was playing the song as I went into the kitchen, searching for snacks while I was watching my favourite tv show. "You have been playing that song, ever since I told you what's the song was—." I bent down to get some cereal on the bottom, cupboard. I heard foot step stopped moving. "Alex?" I called out. No responses. Then I stood back up and saw him looking around, I caught him blushing. Then realisation hit me. I was wearing shorts like really short shorts.

Oh Fuck.

"Oh shit. I'm so fucking sorry!!" My face went super red, covering my cheeks with my hands. "I-it's Okay.." He says and quickly left the room. I'm such a stupid nonce. Make me disappear please JESUS.