Falling for an Asswhole

Chapter 6

"I-I lo-" RINGGG! RING! " im sorry I have to go I'll talk to you later I guess. Bye." Saved by the bell. Ughh I feel like this is a sign. But I doubt it. I have to tell him. But idk how to tell him. It's so scary. How am I supposed to tell him. It's gonna make our friendship akward. Ugh great! How am I gonna tell him I love him. Grrr. This is going to be hard.

***In Class***

"Okay so take out your binders and begin the do now." Implied the teacher as everyone got in their seats. I pulled out my orange binder and began writing. Today apperently we were learning how to do Explanitory Writing. In which I was good at. My teachers all said I was an amazing writer. They said I had a gift. So I took my writing seriously. Everytime we would have writing I would have the most work done. I have a bunch of ideas when I wrote. (A.N. That's why I do this on wattpad. Hahaha)

"Alright guys time to take out your writing notebooks. When you get handed your book go to the last peice we were working on and try your best to finish. Don't forget to proof read." Mrs.simmen directed us students.

{45 minutes later} " im done mrs.simmen. And I proof read." I said. "Ok hand it to me." She replied. I handed it to her and went back to my seat. "Mari, can you come help jaylin?" She questioned.

"Sure no problem. I would love to help anyone." I answered. I went to the opened desk next to jay. We called her jay as her nick name. 30 minutes past and the bell rang. "Just in time, huh." I said to jay as she thanked me.

***later on at home***

I guess no ones home. Omg im home alone! Turn up, haha sike no one gonna come here. I laughed out loud at my thoughts. I went to my room and put shorts and a superman sweatshirt. I went to my moms room and layed on the bed. I turned on the tv.

"Blah. Blah. Bl- ohhhh. Nope blah. There is nothing to watch ugh." I checked my phone and saw two kik messages.

D-hey what were you going to say?

Mariah/MA- hey Babi what were you and Darien talking about?

Ughh I don't want to tell him I love him and I don't want to tell her the whole problem. But im gonna have to say something sooner or later. Ughh f*ck that Imma go with later.

M/to D- oh nothing forget it.

M/to MA- nothing just bout something someone was going to tell him.

\Conversation with Darien/

D- oh okay you sure.

M- yea i guess.

M- I mean it's nothing big

D- umm okay I guess

M- pero (but) wyd?

D- nothing just playing ps3 hbu?

M- nothing bouta take a nap ttyl tho

D- ok

\Conversation with Mariah/

MA- oh okay but you've been alittle weird lately.. Everything ok?

M- yea everything's fine.

MA- okay you know you can tell me anything?

M- yea I know thanks but Imma take a little nap. I'll text you when I wake up.

MA- okay Babi night.

Mariah was one of my best friends. She was an amazing friend. I knew her for five years. She's been my wifey. But I felt weird about telling her about Darien and what happened. She's probibly gonna think something. Ugh. Im complicated.

***2 hours later***

"Ra-Ra! Wate up." I heard my little brother trying to wake me up.

"Hi gordo. How was school." I asked hoping for a answer

"Ra-Ra, papas!" He asked. He was in love with papas. He called chips papas. My mom told him that since he started eating chips. And since then he's been saying papas. He loves his chips. Anyways back to what I was thinking before I drifted to sleep. Oh that's right, Darien. Ugh idk if I should tell him. He's an amazing guy. But I don't want him to controle me. Ughh

"Bring! Bring!" My phone went off.

D- I know what you were going to say. You lo-"