Sorry Kacchan [Villain Deku A.U.]

I'm Sorry Todoroki

Bakugo [POV]

After a few minutes the bell on top of the door rang.  Todoroki walked into the office, he didn't look like he slept at all even though he said he did. 

"Dude you look like crap" I explained as he walked up to us.  As he was closer his eyes were red like he was actually crying

"Thanks for mentioning it" He rolled his eyes

"Well let's go" the police officer hurried along.  As she was unlocking the door I put my hand on Todoroki's shoulder

"Calm yourself down first" I whispered in his ear

"I am calm I am always calm" he insisted

"Calm yourself down" I repeated knowing he was lying as I followed the police officer inside.  She led us all back down the hallway, Deku looked up when we approached

"Shoto?" he asked weakly as soon as he noticed Todoroki

"Izuku" Todoroki whispered covering his mouth with one hand

"You haven't been sleeping at all have you?" Deku asked concerned all Todoroki was able to do while keeping himself together was shake his head "Have you been eating well at least" this time Todoroki didn't even respond covering his mouth with two hands now, his shoulders shaking.  He was crying now

"Don't cry Shoto everything will be okay" Deku took a few steps closer to the bars reaching his one hand through, out to Todoroki.  The police officer went to shock him but I held up my hand quickly

"Don't shock him that will only break Todoroki more" I whispered, she lowered her hand but seemed slightly irritated.  Todoroki took a step forward taking Deku's hand.  Deku intertwined their fingers together

"I missed you Shoto I really truly did" Deku insisted

"I missed you too you aren't hurt are you?" he asked

"You worry too much I told you I would come back to you my ice prince" Deku smiled reassuringly

"My king" Todoroki whispered

"You two are so lovey dovey its disgusting" I stuck my tongue out.  Todoroki pulled away embarrassed his cheeks dusted pink.  Deku looked away his face completely red

"Wait have Todoroki go in after all instead of me I think he'll get more information since they love each other" I whispered to the police officer.  She nodded understanding and took Todoroki to explain him.  Todoroki nodded but when she tried to give him the remote he declined

"I will not punish him for doing things out of his own control" Todoroki explained to her

"Out of his control" she raised out eyebrow

"I can explain latter" He insisted but took the remote from her pressing it into my hands along with a folded piece of paper he leaned in and whispered in my ear "The last note" the police officer unlocked the door making sure Deku wouldn't escape and let Todoroki in the cell.  I unfolded the piece of paper

Dear Kacchan,
I know what they stole from me now I remember what I was looking for.  Through I know I won't be able to find it in my apartment as it's not there.  I have to see you to find my sanity again.  I need someone to remind me of who I am of why I worked so hard to achieve the things I did.  Though I fear that it's too late to change the things that I did or save my reputation but I can't stand this.  I don't want to be a villain I want to continue to help people.  I want to help Todoroki even if he is the only one that I can help it will be better that way.  Better than hurting everyone else.  Helping him and you would be better than hurting you two.  I know that he is hurting because of me and if I can't find my sanity in time I want you to help him.  I want you to help him forget about me even though I know that will never happen.  He made a promise to me that he would never leave me or forget me.  He doesn't go back on his promises I know that, he's too stubborn.  But if I can't get control of myself in time I want to apologize in advance for anything that I do that's out of my control.  I can't control myself after what they did to me in that trap.  I don't think they were planning on me to respond but they definitely went with it with no mercy and made me do the same hurting others.  Whenever I become aware of what's going on or what their doing they just do it all over again.  Hurting me over and over again replacing the happy thoughts with pain until that's all I can think of.  Then slowly they are able to steal my sanity again.  But it's only a replacement for not it's not real.  You have to help me find it I know that you can help because even though you're mean to me you always want to help to be the hero that you always dream of being.  Just like All Might the idol that we both looked up to as children.  I will retire from my job as a hero as soon as I'm able to get a hold of myself, I am ashamed of what I have done.  Too ashamed to face the public again and continue as a hero but, you can and if it's not too much to ask will you save a poor kid like me who needs your help?  Will you be my hero?
Sincerely, Izuku Midoriya

I couldn't believe what I had just read.  He was clear in the head enough to write this much?  He was asking for my help.  I looked up from the piece of paper in awe.  Deku was sitting on the bed Todoroki knelt down in font of him.  They were talking quietly but loud enough for the police officer to hear.  I tuned them out I took a step closer to the bars

"Deku what the hell is with this letter asking for my help?  Retiring from being a hero what is this bull crap?  I understand that none of this was in your control I understand you were forced to do the things you did but why me?  If anyone you need to believe in yourself if you could control yourself long enough to write this long as frick book right here then right there is a clear way to help yourself" I slumped my shoulders "Don't ask for help from people who are unable to give help" the letter slipped from my hand drifting to the floor

"Kacchan, but you did help me, you've already done so much and for that I can never repay you but I wish I could have snapped out of it sooner.  I could have hurt someone or hurt myself but just being there and saying those things that you did I was able to find myself again" He insisted standing up and walking over to the bars the police officer picked up the letter that I had dropped and read it

"I think we have a way to clear this up Mr. Todoroki if you have the rest of the letters I think we can get enough evidence to prove his innocence and let him do I didn't think he would be kept in here since there isn't any evidence that he is guilty" the police officer explained

"I still have them" Todoroki stood up as well reaching into his pocket pulling out the four folded pieces of paper.  He handed them to the officer and before he left the cell he cupped Deku's face in his hands giving him a small kiss on the forehead.