The Mind of a Kactus

First Entry

Hey....

Yeah, I'm pretty awkward so good luck dealing with me. So, I basically have no idea what I'm doing, well besides putting off the buttload of homework that I have. I'm a boring person in all honesty... or that's what I want people to think. If most people saw how my mind worked, I'm pretty sure that most people would just want to avoid me. That's completely understandable too.

Music is great, ya know? There is a song for every emotion that I feel, no matter its language. It's one of the things that saved my life. If it wasn't for music, I don't know what would become of me. I'd be lost for sure, but who knows the trouble I would get myself into. I'd probably do stuff that I would regret. I'd probably end up dead, in all honesty.

I want to admit something. I like someone, like a lot. I wont say who because I'm not sure of this whole "liking someone" thing. It's confusing. I let myself get close to people pretty fast, though I've known this person for a while. I don't think I'll act upon my feelings as to avoid the rejection I know I'd face. I might just leave this entry here, yeah, that sounds like a good idea.

Thanks for listening internet,

Kactus