Your My Only Love(Jungkookxreader)

CHAPTER -6

Jungkook's POV

To begin with I had no intentions of telling anybody of what happened between you and me when I joined the company.

I never wanted anyone to see my weak side.

Or wanted anyone to feel pity on me or sympathise me .

I didn't wanna share the missing feeling I had for you with anyone but this one guy accidentally found out....................

FLASHBACK -5 YEARS BACK

At that time I was really depressed of not being with you and I used to shut myself from the entire team.

We used have one dorm in which all seven of us lay.

And I was the silent, not talking one but talented.

Every single night I used to miss you and wake up .

With not being able to just sleep properly , I would slip out from the dorm into the street and finally to your house.

And stand there for hours and hours until I felt satisfied.

But like this one day V hyung saw me getting up and going out.

So he decided to follow me and he saw me standing hours in front of your house and staring or crying.

For some days he decided to follow me to find out what was actually bothering me and why was I standing in front of the house.

But one day when I did the same thing and walked out of the dorm without taking my jacket , when I saw a bad dream of yours.

I came running there and of course he followed me there.

He saw me crying and then collapsing in the cold pathway and crying but soon I was getting cold , and I was not willing to go home and stayed there.

He saw me freezing myself to death and came running towards me and made me get up and Wear his jacket.

I knew I had to give an explaination to him then but he didn't ask for it instead he took me tothe hypermarket at night and asked me whether I wanted to eat ramen.

I just nodded my head in reply and he bought the ramen and heated it and brought it to me to eat it.

"Jungkook -ah don't walk in cold without a sweater you may get cold ok!". He said with a box smile asusual.

And I again nodded my head in reply but I couldn't keep myself from asking him.....

"Aren't you gonna ask me something ? Like why I was here in the first place ".

"If you want to tell me you can I won't force you because I guess coming to this place makes you wanna open up and feel a little more free . So I don't want to burden you with my questions ". He replied again with a cool expression and a smile.

Omo it's like he is from a different planet , How could he always smile like that.

Seeing him like that makes me wanna trust him. He gives a totally different vibe . Should I tell him the truth since he already knows alot.

"......................Hyung ........ I ......that.............. "I just didn't know how to start .

He held my hand and smiled more widely and said "Do you wanna speak with me now , then your secrete is safe with me ".

At that time I seriously felt as if he is some councillor or angel . Cause I couldn't have said he was just 2 years elder than me at that time's speech.

"Then the thing is Hyung....................". I finally opened up with him .

He then said "I will keep your secrete safe with me but you will have to pay a price for it".

What a price could he mean? I thought he was supposed to be an angel .

I nodded to him as I had no choice.

"You have to be friends with all of us and stop locking yourself in a shell, promise me".

I smiled cause this was the first thing I said to you when you joined school and when you were not talking to anyone Y/N -ah and even I made you promise like that.

I said "YES " to him cause I knew this friendship is gonna be a good start and I was right.........

From then until now V kept his promise............

END OF FLASHBACK

Your PoV(After you fainted)

My head is aching so hard and my eyes are so heavy...........

"Y/N your awake ".?.

"Thanks goodness your fine".?.

"I got so scared ".?.

Is that voice .......... I knew it .......... it is Rose.

I gently opened my eyes and saw Rose staring at me intendily and concerned.

To calm her I hugged her and told her I was fine.

"You ediot you know you got me worried".Rose.

"Sorry chingu ". I said pouting .

"It's fine as it wasn't your fault , the fault was of that stupid dumbo ediot Jungkook. I mean what does he think of himself after being a star acting as if he forgot his lover ". Rose said angrily.

Ohh ya that also happened he told he doesn't recognise me . I suddenly came to realisation and that didn't make me feel good.

"Rose can I go out for sometime pls I wanna be alone , you know na I need to be alone to refresh myself ".

"Of course not , your not well and nobody knows it and this is the middle of the night are you crazy?"Rose said looking really mad at me.

"Roru plsssssssss you know right I can't sleep properly like this".I said acting all cute.

"Yah I am not your boyfriend to fall for pet names and cuteness but if you insist I will allow but I need you back in 15 min k and also Jennie , Lisa and Jisoo does not know that u fainted so try to avoid them k".

"K sir thanks Roru". I said happily dogging of my bed and walking out to the door.

I am lucky to have such nice best friend at least.

Although my lover/boyfriend rejected me , she stills tries her best to keep me happy.

Sometimes I feel like she is the sister who was never born to me but even my Bro is really caring I can't say no to that.

It's funny how the only person who understood me rejected me and the people I got to be close to because of him understands me better than I understand myself...........

Jungkook what happened between us?
If only you would talk to me...............

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