Your My Only Love(Jungkookxreader)

CHAPTER -9

THE NEXT DAY

YOUR POV

Mmmmmm ...............

That smells so good .....

I woke up with a smell of something cooking tasty.

Wow this smells awsome I have to go down and see what is happening there but first let me get changed.

I wore a knee length leggings and a baggy top.Afterall today my training starts so I had to wear something comfortable.

I went down and saw Rose and Jisoo in the dining table , setting the table . Then when I walked down I saw Jennie preparing something and Lisa helping her.

I came down and they noticed me.

Lisa suddenly came over to me and said,"Hey not fair why did you come out , It was supposed to be a surprise! "

I was totally confused and I had no idea what's going on , the look showed in my face so Rose came and put her hand around me and said " Silly , how did you ever become such a good songwriter with a pea  like brain of yours".

I got mad at Rose and pushed her hand away and looked at her face and said " Hey, stop calling me a pea brain , both you and him  never stop teasing me ."

After I finished my sentence ,I realised what I said just now.........

I was talking about him again ......

Jungkook.

I forgot about him for a while but how can I forget, today.........is not only my first training session but today I have to face Jungkook again as he is gonna come to see us ..............

Just how..........how Jungkook? How can I face you today?

Suddenly Rose pulled my cheek .Bringing me back to reality.

"Come on Y/N how can you be gloomy like this huh? We did such hardwork for you and you don't even appreciate us".Rose .

For a moment I didn't understand what she was implying but when I looked over I saw the breakfast made and set in the table beautifully.

"You did this for me?".You .

"Yup totally a 5 star meal prepared to welcome and to help lift the mood of our team mate ".said Jennie from the kitchen area , who was now finishing of with the juice.

"Thanks guys , I never thought you people would do this for me after all we just met".You.

"That is a true fact but you are our team mate so we gonna be friends anyways then why wait till that golden moment so we decided we do this for you".Jisoo said smiling.

"And we all wanted to begin bonding our friendship so if one of our friends is sad then how could we just let her be".Lisa said while holding my hand and draging me to the dining table to make me sit.

Everyone else also took there seats .

Then Rose spoke "So from today onwards we are gonna start our lives together as friends , roommates and teammates. "

"So let's pick our Juices and say cheers to that ". Said Lisa.

We all took our glasses and said "Cheers".

Something just tells me my life is gonna take a huge turn from here onwards but whatever it maybe whether its about Jungkook or my career . I am happy I took this decision because of this I got to meet such amazing people in my life ............

And that just makes me glad.

BIGHIT

We all were walking towards the training room and Rose was clinging on to my hand.

Rose said"Y/N-ah don't you feel nervous our careers are about to start when we pass through that door".

"Rose seriously you are getting nervous now .In our auditions you were not even tiny  bit nervous and now your getting scared of going inside that door".You.

"Hey its just an instinct when I sing I don't feel scared but now in this career we are gonna be idols Y/N-ah .We will be stars that everyone knows and the pressure that's gonna be in our shoulders is unimaginable ".Rose.

"Well now there is no use of saying that cause we have already moved forward and now we can't move back ".You.

"You are right Y/N . There is no going back now .".Rose.

There is no going back huh? I can't believe I just said that. Even though I told Rose to be strong,  I am a little scared of what this world holds for me .

But I guess now no going back and I can't just always hide away from Jungkook , I just have to face him.

I entered the room right after the others have entered and I saw Jungkook standing there talking to Jimin .

He looked at me for a moment and then turned his face back.

Jungkook do you hate me this much that you won't even look at me?
Am I that pathetic?

My heart was stinking but I managed to stay strong cause I have to face reality and I have to face him.

All I want to do is just ask him why? When? And How?

At least I deserve these questions answers ......

I will ask him these questions even if it hurts me a million times.

The manager came in front of us and made us arrange in front of the bts members in a straight line.

And guess what my fate played I am standing in front of Jungkook.

I saw V right next to him and he was smiling at me the entire time.

I mean the whole entire time while the manager was speaking he was smiling at me .Whereas Jungkook was ignoring me and looking down.

It hurted me every time he looked away from me but I tried to stay strong as much as I could.

I just flashed a smile at V and tried  to concentrate on what the manager was saying.

Manager started with "Good morning everyone hope you all had a splendid sleep. Today as you young ladies may know your training starts , am I right?".

"YES Sir " We replied in unison.

"And do you see these boys over here so do you know what all have they accomplished".

He stopped for a while and continued ."These are successful boys in the k-pop industry,  at such young age they have accomplished a lot. And you are the next group the "Divas " who is gonna carry on there achievements by hardwork and passion. Therefore today onwards I am gonna place bts as your mentors who will help you in becoming an idol.I am counting in all of you ".

And with that he went outside through the door.

Mentors meaning they are gonna be here to train us every single day.No no no no why is this happening I have to face Jungkook every single day. I can't even face him for a few seconds and now how am I gonna face him every single day of my life . I mean he obviously proved that he doesn't wanna see me and because this I am getting hurt.

Just just how? I knew if I work in this company I would see him but this is ..........just.............

I just wish I had a chance to go back now.............
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