This was my reply to your post that was too long to post there so here ya go:
*hugs you tightly but not too much so it doesn't hurt*
DON'T YOU SAY THAT I DON'T WANT YOU TO DO THAT TO YOURSELF,
*breathes*
You're honestly the only person I've come across, both in real life and through technology, that makes me feel not so alone, if you were to ever do that I would not be any more alive than you would, Id be a body walking around aimlessly until death takes me or I take the shortcut.
Those people who got the privilege of ever being called your friend and take it for granted are undeserving. You deserve better friends who don't ignore you or the signs that you're actually depressed.
I wish I could teleport to your side and reassure you that everything's going to be okay, I continue to stay with you, and that no one's ever going to get to you without getting to me, but I can't teleport nor promise that, because that's not a natural human ability (to promise and to teleport both) so please please please listen to me:
I'm your friend that's NONE of those horrible things; I'm your friend who IS these horrible things:
• Loving too much
• Caring too much
• Worrying too much
• Clingy
• Obsessively wanting to give and receive hugs
• Sarcastic
• Witty
• Sensitive
• Attached
• Distracted easily
• Cares about you so much I'm arguing how much I care and worry about you, how much I love you, and how much I want to travel across the ocean by flight (whether airplane or superpower), even with my massive fear of heights, just to give you a hug in person and spend time with you, making sure you don't have to face another horrible day with horrible people in the world's horrible society alone.
This was seriously too long for response but I love you so much that posting on a story for you is totally worth it. I would literally do a face reveal just for you. I would literally walk a thousand miles for you, and I can barely even last ONE mile, if it meant you would be happy and without all that disgusting negativity.
If you were to ever move away, I would hope you would move closer to me so it would be a better chance of us crossing paths and getting to share a real hug because I really want to give you a million hugs or one eternal hug that I don't let go of because of how much I care.
