Its one of those many dark nights
I talk about over and over
With all the pain and sighs
Not forgetting the tormenting fears
Its one of those dark nights
I go back and flow my tears
And i take a pen and a paper and create a new flo.
Its one of those dark nights
I let my demons wonder about
One of those dark nights
I let my blood bleed
Oozing so freely
Onto my willing paper
Its one of those dark nights
I trod down memory lane
And wish i had done things better.
Its one of those dark nights
I hear her voice
Oh baby Love don't torture me
What mamma did was wrong
Mama would have done better
Mama should have done better
Mamma let you down.
Baby Love, please forgive me.
It was a crime of passion
He held me and my blood rushed in my veins
I could feel my pulse escalate
I could feel my urge
Stronger by the second
His lips caressed mine
His hand wandered on my body
Like he was looking at the Eiffel tower
His eyes blinded by the passion
I let myself free
I wanted it, no doubt
I wanted to have something good for myself
Days later the news came in
I had you in me
Eating what i ate
I was losing my figure 8
But i liked it
You are a product of our passion.
Then reality dawned on me
With a rude awakening
I couldn't have you,
I had to
It was tough,
It was painful
But what hurts the more are the thoughts of what could have been.
So forgive me Baby Love
Coz mama let you down😔.
I should have done better
My conscience is killing me
I should have done better
but time has ran out
Now i sit in the dark nights
My eyes sore from the tears
sing you a lullaby
Go to sleep my baby
Go to sleep my little one
And i hope that someday i will see you
That someday, you will forgive me.
YOU ARE READING
Running from reality
PoetryI write better than I speak. Poetry that speaks to the soul, flows from the endless fountain that is my heatt
