"i only want you because you are my everything"
jack duff a 18 year old fell in love with an 16 year old ellie grier. read to find out what happens :)
started: november 2018
finished: december 2019
book 2: (discounted)
*lowercase is intentional*
I woke up to silence. it's the day before New Year's Eve and I still haven't forgave jack. ava messages me everyday and says jack is with her or that she will get jack back. i sound silly but it is really hurting me like how am I supposed to forgive someone when the girl there supposedly hanging out with is messaging me saying she's with him.
ava: hey bestie, just thought I'd let you know me and jack are in his bed watching a movie and we're spending New Year's Eve together :)
ellie: k
that's what I get all the time. it's really getting to me. jack knows about the messages and he always says there not true but how am I supposed to believe him when he's in Dublin? anyway me and the griers are having a New Year's Eve party tomorrow at our house and josie is coming.
I also think mikey maybe coming but I'm not sure. my mom is cooking loads of food for tomorrow and Johnny is getting the garden ready. they like to be prepared even though the party is tomorrow. will is coming today with his daughter and wife which will be fun. i know nash has gone to get decorations for tomorrow with skylynn. me and hayes... were at home out the way because were 'always in the way' as our family says to us.
I'm not looking foreword for New Years as I know jack and ava will be together and they'll probably kiss and I'm here in england with no one. "ellie, sister. hi I'm bored can we do something" hayes asks me as he walks through my door.
"why can't you knock? and no mom and Johnny said we need to stay out the way" I reply
"what's wrong? your always up to do something when we're told to stay out the way. what is wrong twinnie" he asks me
"I'm worried about jack. he said he's going to make it up to me but I don't know how and I'm so scared" I reply
"well I know how ahaha but I'm not telling you. come on let's do something. how about we watch a movie?" He says
"how do you know? and yes I'm down to watch a movie. please can we watch one direction movie? I ask him
"no ellie I don't to watch shitty direction" he replies
"HAYES ! ONE DIRECTION ARENT SHITTY DONT SAY THAT" I shout at him
"language" we hear someone say from downstairs
"fine we'll watch it. we better not have a concert" he says. he puts on the movie and yes we did have a concert and hayes joined in.
for the rest of the day I did nothing. just sat there and talked to josie about my problems. she actually listened. I was very surprised.
next day New Year's Eve 2018
it's New Year's Eve. the day before the day of 2019. it's now 8am and josie is already round. how is she even awake like GO AWAY! joking I love her. sometimes. she said we need to get ready for tonight and be casual. not to fancy but don't look rough basically.
I'm not getting ready at 8am because our party starts at 8pm. so I'll have a shower at 2. Dry my hair at like 2:40. that'll take 20 minutes. then I'll straighten my hair and that'll take like 30 minutes and I'll probs sing alot so we're now at 3:30. then I'll help set up down stairs and tidy the house so I'll finish that at like 4:45. start my make up at 4:55 finding that at around 6:30/7. then I'll take photos and that's me done :)
it's now 9am and the roadtrip group chat starts going off .
dad🤪: happy New Year's Eve everyone
mom🌵: what you all doing for New Year eve
ellsbells❤️: having a party at mine
bestfriend♡: im going to that party
gorgeous👫(she hasn't changed his name because she does love him): having a party at mine
ellsbells❤️: ava told me you were with her on New Year's Eve and you'll have your New Years kiss together
gorgeous👫: well that isn't happening
mikey👾: I though I was going to ellies but I can't make it as my moms car broke so I'm staying up here having a party with my family
brookyboy🤖: I'm hanging will mell and luke
dad🤪: i have to deal with a drunk Robbie all night
mom🌵: ahaha. I'm spending it with my mom and family
ellsbells❤️: have fun with ava tonight jack
gorgeous👫: I told you I'm not with ava tonight
ellsbells❤️: sure
bestfriend♡: ellie do you know what you wearing tonight?
ellsbells❤️: yes I do hayes helped me yesterday after I forced him to watch one direction movie with me
dad🤪: oh I feel bad for hayes
ellsbells❤️: I don't. right cya later losers I need to help hayes
gorgeous👫: see you later
I didn't need to help hayes I just didn't want to text them any longer. me and josie didn't do much. we just chilled till 2 and then I went for my shower and started getting ready. I'm not telling you my whole process again as that's a lot of effort. but I did everything and now it's 7:05. 1 hour before the party started and this is what I'm wearing
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I know it's Annie but her outfits are just amazing so ye. me and josie just chilled until it's now 8:00 and we headed downstairs. the party was going on until I saw another car pull up that I don't recognise. some figure gets out the car and heads towards me. I start to realise who the figure is and I'm shook.
