The Queen

Chapter 18 - William

I couldn't understand how she had been able to do that to me, not after all I've done for her, not after I've made her feel complete. I mean, at least, that was what she said, apparently couldn't believe it either. 

My consideration went down so much, but I couldn't stop loving her. I loved her very much, too much. Moreover, it wasn't any girl who satyed talking to a guy like me until dawn comes. 

"How could you Kate, how? After everything I did!" - That was all that went through my head and I just understand why! 

She sent so many messages and I couldn't answer with minimal decency, ignored all her feelings as she had ignored mine the day she left me for him. At the same time, if she wasn't even sorry she wouldn't be all those hours trying to get back to me and with me hurting her. I knew her, if it was with him, she was gone and had already sent him wander far away, because she can't stand people tohurt her, she bursts into tears uncontrollably. 

"Why does it hurts me so much to imagine her that way, when she also hurt me so much?" 

Amazingly, I only had the mood to grab her and tell her everything would be fine between us, but couldn't do so anyway, but ... the idea of her suffering, hurted me so much! 

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Days passed, she never gave up, never saw her speak or look at him, much less be in the same room or the same space as him. 

The only thing I saw, was she hidden in our hideout, with a cigarette in hand and smoke coming from her mouth. Was I really seeing that? The queen, hidden, smoking ... but she seemed to be so "calm" and seemed that every emotion she felt before was gone in each breath that she gave and every piece of smoke coming out of her mouth. She wasn't smoking for smoking, there was something else there that I didn't understand. 

"Sorry to be here in the hideout but I needed to spend time alone, I'll leave and then you don't have to look further into my face William!" - I heard it be cast out of her mouth filled with intense tobacco and scare me, neither saw coming. 

"You don't need leave, I didn't come to stay ..." 

"No one came, so I didn't expect that from you." - Her face was cold, her unfeeling gaze, she was serious. 

I felt a sharp pain in his chest. My Kate was gone and it was his fault and all his manipulations in her innocent brain. My hands automatically closed and I left there running, I would give him the biggest beating of his life. As I walked away, I heard her voice low, almost inaudible, I stopped for a second when I heard it. 

"I love you" 

Once I realized what she had said, I continued to walk. 

"Me too" - I thought.