i'm sorry.
i didn't know.
i didn't know that i was the one who hurt you.
i didn't know that i was the reason you broke me.
i should've reached out to you more.
i should've texted you more over break.
i didn't realize that because of my stupid mistake, that you'd also be hurting.
i want to make that up to you, but how?
i want to shower you will love, but that won't happen.
it can't happen. i won't let myself.
and besides, you probably wouldn't like that either.
