i find my self looking towards your direction a lot at school to see if you've noticed me being odd.
it's weird though because i know i shouldn't care about what you think of me anymore.
i mean, you've seen me break down multiple times during lunch. so why should i care about your opinion?
i kind of envy you though. i've only ever seen you cry once... why is that?
is it because you're a boy, or is your life just easier than mine?
i've seen multiple of your friends be down every now and then, but never you.
i cry at school at least twice a week. not that you really care.
you know, i thought we were supposed to be friends, but you never seem to care about me.
i guess you really don't change.
even though it's not a lot, i still go out of my way to show respect to you.
but you won't even talk to me.
what a waste.
