Living through lies

Me

Chapter 1-Me

My name is Elizabeth Brooks and I am an Omega, this is what almost everybody believes.

..I am actually not. I am a fire wolf the strongest tipe of werewolf.

Let me explain myself... there are four special tipes of wolfs one for each element fire, this being the element I can control,then there is water, air and earth. This is the order in power. Unfortunately, I have to live as an omega because until the age of sixteen my form is not completed. I shouldn't even now what I am, but when I got my wolf Cinder, my eyes became red and I got scared so Cinder told me what hapend.

My hair is brown with red reflections and my eyes are red but because nobody have to know it I wear contact lenses that make your eyes blue. I am tall and slim and usually wear dark baggy things so I can pass unnoticed. I hate it, I hate being an omega but I will soon turn seventeen and I will be able to get my beta posison back. Until then I have to hide behind being omega, and live like one ,because omegas don't fight, omegas don't have to do sport because they are weak...it's so boring.

'But it will worth' Cinder always tell me.

' It better be' I always tell back.

I am worried that our mate will reject us because he thinks we are weak, but I hope not. And if he does I will prove that he is wrong. I'll show him that a Brooks doesn't give up so easly, but I pray to the Goddess that won't be necessarily.

I'm part of Midnight Moon pack and for an omega I am treated very well. In our pack werewolvs don't hurt omegas but they aren't kind with them neither.

Only three people know my secret: our alpha who is a kind, good and understanding man, if you don't piss him because he is a not only a great Alpha, but he is a really powerful one too and his son Jake who is one of my frends. We are best friends from childhood. My, Jake and Mya, she being my other childhood best friends who also knows my secret. They are like a family to me.

Jake is seventeen and he will take the Alpha positin when he will be eighteen. Mya is almost seventeen, just as me and she can't wait to find her mate. Honestly even if I am eager to find my soul mate, I am afraid too, but I guess everything happens for a reason so whatever will be, will be.

Ooh, and I think I should also tell that my parents died in a car accident. Our car burned and I survived because I was a fire werewolf and fire couldn't hurt me. The betas' pack death was a tragedy. Alpha knew that I couldn't take thd beta position and I needed to hide so he chose someone from the pack as a replacement until I turned seventeen and he made me an Omega. To be honest I sometimes wish it would've been me instead of them. My parents were this amazing people that didn't deserve to die, I instead am a disappointment to everyone. The wolves loved my mom and dad, but they hate my because I am weak, because I brought shame to my parents heritage. And even though I know they are wrong, the words I heard over time left deep cuts, deeper than eny blade could. At least if I would've died, I would have been remembered with love. The reason why I am fighting for is to make them proud, bacause I know the would't like knowing I think like that. I fight because I want to be an amazing beta, I fight in their memory, and for my future.

At school people try to attack me, bully me and make fun of me (and sadly not in a nice way) for being an omega. Like I sad they try 'cause Cinder learned me that even if i'm not in my complete form I can still use a little of my power, I can burn little tings or just to warm them and I have almost an alpha strength and that's the way I escape the attacks from other werewolves ...sometimes their pants magically start burning or they find out that they have a burn*evil grin* hehe I guess i'm lucky. But there is someone who my power doesn't work on . His name is Blake.And if there is someone in this world that I hate is definitely him. He is so annoying and not to mention my biggest bullier. Cinder doesn't want want to tell me why I can't hurt him in any way..not that I could do some serious damage, he's an Alpha and I'm not seventeen yet .But anyways he always bully me and the only reason he doesn't do something really bad is Jake. I hate that I can't protect myself. Actually I hate that I'm not allowed to do it. I have to look weak. My hole life is a lie. It's a scene with bad distribution and I have to play it.

This is me but soon everything will be different! Very soon it will truly be me...

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Hi I hope you guys like this chapter. This is my first book soooo please don't be too harsh. Oh and if you notice any grammar mistakes please tell me about them. English s not my first language but I still love it.

Byeee ;)))