Living through lies

Nothing more

The picture on the side or above( depend whether you use Wattpad on the phone or the computer) is Elizabeth's outfit . Now I'll let you enjoy this chapter, at least I hope you do .

Chapter 6-Nothog more

"Wake up, come on wake up we need to go to school" a familiar voice was shouting at me. "LIZ WAKE UP WE HAVE PANCAKES" The familiar voice that I recognized as being Mya's voice shouted again.Hmm? school why would I get up for this for a place where everyone gets judged and where you actually need to study and work. Exactly there is no reason ,but I have a lot of reasons for lying lazy in my bed it's so comfy and...Wait pancakes?That's enough for me to get up. I slowly opened my eyes and got out of bed.

"Where are the pancakes?"I asked confused " I can't see any pancakes Mya why did you wake me up?"

"I can't believe you fell for that"Mya said laughing out loud

"How could you, you just broke the girls code. You never lie about food especially about pancakes you traitor"

"Nt nt nt Mya how could you do a such a thing to lie Liz about pancakes"Jake said in a fals shocked voice and gave her a mocked reproachful look.

"Haven't you heard about knocking?"I asked Jake in a mocked angry voice

"Nope it's not something I learned"Jake answered with a grin plastered on his face

"Out Jake.... like now"Mya said

"You broke my heart. You don't want my here ?"Jake asked pouting

"I-It's not that but we have to get dressed " a blush crept on on Mya's face while she answered.

"Well you can get started I don't mind the view"Jake said winking

"Bruh Jake get out now unless you don't want to have burning pants, literally" I threatened Jake

"PMSing much?"he asked with a half scared half amused look an his face

"Excuse her she's mad because I woke her up. I'll see you downstairs in a bit"Mya said to Jake.

"No I was mad because you woke me up. Now I'm angry because there in no pancake and this idiot here told me I'm PMSing"I answered crossing my armes over my chest. Very mature I know.

'Maybe because yo are..'Cinder said

'Well morning Cinder..and what?"if I could I would give her a pointed look.

'PMSing you act like it"My wolf said and if she could I bet she would smile right now

'Stupid wolf'

"And you two go and do your love crap somewhere else I need to get dressed" I said to Mya and Jake

"Ok Geez don't go Beta on us" Mya answered raising her hands in surrender"Hey if you need anything I'm here, you know that right?"

"Yeah, we are here for you"Jake corrected Mya

"I know that and I love you for that"And I really do. How could I have this amazing yet so stupid friends?

"No problem Liz after all that's what are friends for!" Jake answered

"Yep we'll always be here for you"Mya continued"Come on Jake, we'll be downstairs, meet us there"

As I was looking in my closed and trying to find something to wear I realised something. I don't want to be one of those typical girls that after a rejection, any type of it , start changing. I don't want a makeover or to change the way I am now. If during the years I learn something , well I learned a lot of things but anyways, if I learn one thing is that you should never lose yourself while trying to hold on to someone who doesn't care about losing you. Yeah maybe I won't dress the same way or be that shy girl...but she wasn't me, she was who I had to be as a cover up. So I decided to wear black ripped skinny jeans with a black tank top and my combat boots. I could say today I wasn't in the mood to wear something colorful. I am so happy I can finally wear my good clothes and not those ugly baggy and dark coloured. And don't call me brat those things couldn't be called clothes. I took my favorite leather jacket , that I never got to wear in public by now, and runned downstairs when I was greeted by a wonderful smell that could only belong to....... PANCAKES!!!!!

"Do I smell pancakes?" Everyone around me bowed their head in respect and laughed at my words"There's no need for that really it makes my feel old and odd"Some of them nodded with small smiles on their faces others chuckled at my childish behaviour and I prefer not to mention those who were having disapproval looks on their faces. I loved my pack, really I loved all of it and all the people in it enough to sacrifice myself for them. Yeah they weren't exactly nice to me but they never disrespected my or tried to bully me and I really appreciate it. Ok maybe I like to think that but I guess I like to think about today as a new day, a new beginning.

I suddenly snap out of my internal monologue when Mya snapped her fingers in front of my face "Geez and you tell me that I should be more careful.We made pancakes " she said

"Yeah because we are amaizing friends"Jake finished Mya's sentence

"Yeah best friend who lie about pancakes"I said with a childish srowl on my face

"Hm-hm"Jake pointed his fingers to the frying pan in his hand saying"I can see pankakes so this cant be called a lie"

"You are an idiot"I said to Jake while a huge grin took over me scowl.

"An idiot you love " he answerd winking at me

I shooked my head in amusment and shared the pankakes Jake already fid with Mya taking care to keep some for him too.

After we finished our lunch we went to school ,Jake driving as usual.I couln't expect to see thoes bitches' reaction when they see me "poor Elizabeth the Omega" as who I am. The beta of Midnight Moon pack.I can't help to smirk at the thought of their faces.

When we stepped out of the car I felt like we have all eyes on us. To be more specific it felt like I recived all the glares. And don't get me wrong I'm not talking about that moment when people look at you like you are a goddes but more like thoes moments when people look at you like they are wondering" who the hell is that?" or maybe "why was she coming from alpha's car?"or "what a freak"and "is she new" and... well you got the point. What wonderful schoolmates I have! Why am I even going to this school?Actually why did I even woke up this morning? Oh wait it was because of the pancakes which remember me of.....

"So from now o I should call you the pancakes traitor!" I said to Mya

"Argh, why do even think about that you ate your pankekes now get over it!" Mya nearly shouted in my face. Ouch what can say that hurts a little and if we are taking about pain Cinder told me she feels somebody's look on my. It felt like his eyes were burning holes through me but I pretended I didn't feel nothing. And the moment when I made the mistake to cross my eyes with his I felt nothing... ok ok maybe that was a small lie.

'More like a huge lie'. Ok fine it was a huge lie , Cinder is right 'like usually may I add'

'No you may not add' I answerd to my wolf's stupid sententence.

So as I was saying I might fell a lot more than nothing when I looked into his eyes. But I prefer calling that something, that could be almost regret and more, nothing. I prefer calling the fact that we shared a moment that has no bit of hate in it imagination. I prefer calling unreal that my heart skipped a beat because I was so surprised to see something else than hate in those deep blue eyes and I'm tring to make myself believe that moment was never there, that the only thing I saw were cold blue eyes .I prefer calling everything nothing because I don't think I can bare the pain that might come with something. So I will keep that deep down in my heart because there is no way I can forgot it and I will only remember what happened after. I will only remember that stone look full of disgust that I received and the hatred I showed when I looked at him. I will pretend that there was nothing more because I know there will be nothing more.