The War Field. Niam Horayne <3

Chapter 1D (;

|_LeeYum's Point Of View._|

Here we go again. Another day of being tortured by the love birds. You see. I live with Niall Horan and she has a girlfriend. She's extremely nice and everything. And pretty. But she's not my type. Ya see I'm gay. But Niall doesn't know. Even though we have been living together since Zayn kicked me out of his flat, I just haven't had the guts to come out to him. I mean if I do, he'll ask who I have an eye on and I cannot tell him that. The reason is because he's the guy I am in love with. Stupid right? Yes. Very. I've fallen for someone who can never love me back like I love him.

He's already so happy with Aleey. He hasn't smiled like he does when she's around in a while since he moved away from Greg and his mum Maura. Aleey was my friend in high school in Wolverhampton. Now we're in Bradford and she came to visit and they just clicked. It's like she's forgotten all about me. She barely says a word to me now. I wish I could be as happy as Niall with someone. It's not fair! He gets to be happy with Aleey! Why can't I be happy with Zayn. Or just someone! But no. I had to fall in love with my roommate and best friend. Aren't I the smartest one out there!

Right now I'm in my room because I can't stand them two cuddling on the couch in front of me. I told Niall I was going to bed and I practically took off into my room. I could feel tears already coming that's why. I didn't want to be questioned because I know I can't tell them. Zayn is the only one who knows I love Niall and I am gay. He's gay too but he has his eye on someone. He won't tell me who yet though. Maybe I need to go over to his house for a little bit? He'll comfort me. Yeah that's what I'll do I'm already crying hard enough.

I started to get off my bed sniffling attempting to wipe the tears away when I heard someone knock on my door.

" Liam? Are you okay? Can I come in please? " I froze. He can't come in right now! I look terrible and you can tell I have been crying!

" Uhm... Yeah I'm fine Nialler. And no sorry. My rooms a mess and I'm trying to clean it. " I hated lying to him but I had to.

" Okay. Tell me if anything is bothering you okay? " I heard him say. Well guess what Niall? You and Aleey are bothering me!

" Okay. I might head over to Zayn's when I am done okay? " I heard a sigh and a mumble before a complete answer.

" Alright Li. I'll see you tomorrow. Love you. Night. " if only he actually meant that.

" Love you too Nialler. Night. " and if only he knew just how much I meant that. I heard footsteps and a door close after a minute. I stood up and walked out of my bedroom silently walking out the front door. I started walking across the street to Zayn's house. I just wish that I could have Niall all to myself but I can't.

I walked up the steps to Zayn's house and knocked on his door.

" Whattttttttttttt!? " I heard him groan. I slightly chuckled before responding.

" Zayn... It's me. " I heard shuffling to the door and it opened. I saw a very tired looking Zayn standing in the doorway in only boxers.

" What's wrong Li? Come on and sit down on that thing over there. " He said pointing to his couch. I never understood why whenever he was tired he would only call stuff things instead of their actual names.

" Niall and Aleey again. " I sighed, sitting on his couch and burying my face in my hands. I felt the couch shift and strong arms pulled me into a tight hug.

" It's okay Liam. You need to tell him soon though. " I knew I would have to soon but I just didn't want him to be all like ' Get out!!! Never talk to me again! ' and shit like that. I sighed and nodded. " What about tonight? " My head shot up to face Zayn.

" Are you Crazy?! He is probably asleep right now! I can't tell him now! " I almost yelled. He shook his head slightly and stood up.

" Then go home and talk to him at least Liam. Who cares if he's fucking sleeping? It's not like we have school anymore. We did graduate like forever ago. " I sighed and got up.

" Fine. Thanks Zaynie. Night. " I said before walking out of his flat and back to mine and Niall's. I figured that my eyes would be less red from the crying earlier so I decided to talk to Niall. I walked in  our flat and up the stairs towards his room.

" Niall? " I asked after softly knocking on his door.

" Yeah? " He said calmly.

" Can I come in? " I heard a mumbled yes and slowly opened his door to his naturally dirty room. I always was the one to end up cleaning it but I haven't got to it lately. " Can we uhm... talk? " I asked cautiously. Maybe I should just go ahead and tell him I'm gay but not about who I'm going after?

He nodded and patted the spot on his bed next to him. I sat down next to him and sighed. Here goes nothing...

" Niall... I uhm... I'm gay... "

A/N: Cliff Hanger ?! :O How dare I ! XD Hahaaha hope y'alls enjoy !!! <3

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