" I love you too. Bye. " Instantly, my body felt like it just shut off completely. I tried to wipe my eyes quickly and hold my breath so I wouldn't end up just crying really loud. I headed towards the door and put my hand on the handle but wasn't fast enough because Niall tapped my shoulder.
" Li? What're you doing? " he asked innocently. I didn't turn around I just faced the door and took a deep breath.
" I need to get something from Zayn. " I said as normally as possible.
" Oh. Well don't be too long okay? I have to tell you something! " he said and I could tell he was smiling. I nodded not being able to use my voice and walked out the door. I walked about halfway across the street and then just booked it to Zayn's door. I don't give a fuck if it was 3 in the morning. I need someone to talk to.
I walked up to his door and started knocking loudly on it. I heard shuffling and a groan before the door opened to a curly haired boy.
" Liam? What're you doing here at three in the morning? " Harry asked me. Harry was nice but I just needed to talk to Zayn.
" I- is Zayn in? " I asked him and he nodded before stepping aside. I walked inside and looked in the living room to see Zayn intensely watching the tv. " Z-Zayn.. " I said while my voice cracked. He looked up at me and stood up immediately.
" What's wrong Liam? " he asked me and just as I opened my mouth, the cries came out.
" Zayn, is he okay? " I heard Harry ask from beside me. Zayn was hugging me and I felt him shake his head. " I'm going to go grab something from upstairs okay? " Zayn nodded and Harry left. Zayn sat me down on the couch and made me look at him.
" What's wrong Li? " He asked again. I tried to take a deep breath but failed.
" He still loves her... " I said voice cracking. He tilted his head.
" They are dating Li. " he told me and then I remembered that he didn't know just yet.
" No! They broke up earlier and Niall made me ask him out and stuff so now we're together and Aleey called a little after Niall broke down because she cheated on him and and and... He told her he loved her! " I cried. Zayn held me tightly.
" Liam, I'm sorry but you should've seen that kind of coming. " he whispered but still comforted me.
" I know... I did but then again I didn't.... " I whispered and then felt something warm wrap around my back.
" Here. I got a blanket for you Liam. " I heard Harry's voice from behind me.
" Thank you. " I mumbled into Zayn's shoulder.
" Do you want to sleep here for tonight or? " Zayn asked me while Harry rubbed my back. I may not know Harry that well but he seems like a really nice guy.
" I have to get back. Niall wants to tell me something. " I whispered and felt Zayn nod against my shoulder.
" I'll see you tomorrow how 'bout that? " I nodded and stood up. Turning around I faced Harry and hugged him he hugged me back and then pulled away.
" B-bye. " I told them and walked out. I don't want to know what Niall has to say. I'm too afraid that it will be something really heartbreaking. I slowly opened the front door only to hear laughing from upstairs. It was Niall's laugh and I heard him talking again. I made my way upstairs and walked into my room where he happened to be. I took a deep breath and saw him looking at me with a confused expression.
" Hey Aleey, I'll call you later okay? Love you bye! " I looked down instantly when I heard that and just stood still.
" What did you want to talk to me about? " I asked him as calmly as possible.
" Liam listen, You know I still really like Aleey and- " I cut him off know exactly where it was going which only made me want to curl up and die.
" You still want to be with her. Okay. I get it but just never mind. " I said voice wavering.
" Liam, I know it probably looks bad but I really do love her. " He told me as he walked towards me.
" And I really love you. " I mumbled quietly feeling a tear escape.
" I-I... " I shook my head and looked at him. I stepped towards him and looked him in his bright blue eyes through my blurry ones.
" Don't get mad at me if I don't help you when she cheats again. " I told him and with that, I walked over to my bed and plopped down biting the pillow to suppress my sobs.
" Night Liam. " I heard him sigh before he walked out. I let out a muffled scream and started to cry extremely hard. Why can't I just have him for more than an hour? Why did I have to introduce him and Aleey? Ugh I hate my life!
I curled up into a ball and tried really hard to go back to sleep but I couldn't. I was crying too hard and I could barely breath.
At about 6, I heard shuffling from the hallway after a while and then hear my door open. I rolled over so my face was in the pillow again.
" L-Liam? " I heard Niall whisper. I hummed to ask him what so I didn't have to look at him. " Please look at me? "
I just shook my head violently. I felt the bed shift and knew he was right next to me. " Are you crying? " he asked me and I hesitated before slowly nodding. " W-why? " He did not just ask me that.
I lifted my head up so he could actually sort of understand me. I got comfy and began. " Because I don't know why I introduced you and Aleey. I knew you would like each other. I guess I though she was a true friend. " I said quietly so I could get the words out.
" I'm glad you did though because I don't think there's anyone out there who's like her. " ouch. That one was right in the heart.
" I-I... S-She takes... Everything away from me... " I whispered pretty much to myself but Niall must've heard me.
" What? " he asked.
" You don't understand Niall! You never have! She's taken so much from me! I'm surprised she hasn't taken Zayn! " I told him angrily with tears falling down my cheeks like waterfalls.
" Name one thing she's taken from you then. She's too nice to do that! You just don't know the side of her I do. " he told me and I don't know why but I stood up and walked over to the other side of the room with my pillow. I had a few pictures stuffed away also.
" I don't know the side you do?! Yes I do Niall! I dated her once! I know how she works! I've been her best friend since we were babies! She's taken everything away from me! " I yelled at him squeezing the pillow.
" Name one thing then! " he yelled back and I don't know why but before I could even think I screamed at him.
" YOU!!!! "
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