The War Field. Niam Horayne <3

Chapter Twoa ! :O

|_Liam's Point Of View._|

I looked at Niall who was just staring at me in shock. He's going to be disgusted. He's going to hate me and tell me to get out and never talk to him again!

Suddenly I was pulled into a tight hug. Niall was hugging me? He's not disgusted?

" You're... not disgusted? " He laughed and shook his head.

" Liam, you're my best friend! Why would I be disgusted. " I felt my heart collaps in my chest. Best Friend. That's all I'll ever be to him.

" I don't know.. " I said as calmly as possible. I wanted to cry at the fact that I'll never have a chance with Niall. His phone started to ring and he looked at the I.D. and sent me an apologetic smile.

" Sorry, it's Aleey. " He said before answering. He stood up and walked around his room talking to her.

" Hey babe..... Aww I miss you too...... You're too sweet....... I love you too..... Yeah.... Come over tomorrow.... Mhm..... " I couldn't take it anymore. I stood up and walked straight out of Niall's room ignoring him saying wait. Right as I entered mine, the tears fell almost instantly. I shut and locked the door behind me and slumped down on the floor. Why can't that be me he was talking to?!

I let out another sob and walked to my bathroom. I looked through my cabinet for the razor I used just the other day. I pulled it out and held it to my waist. I let out another soft sob as I trailed the razor across my waist, creating a thin line of dark red blood. It was relieving. I took a deep breath and washed it off. I looked at myself in the mirror and saw that tears were still flowling out of my eyes and my hair was a mess. I was about to walk out of the bathroom when Niall knocked on my bedroom door.

" Liam? Are you okay? " He asked. I froze. I took a deep breath and tried to talk as calmly as possible.

" Y-yeah. " All in all. No I wasn't. I had to sit in the sidelines and watch the love of my life be happy with the love of his. I hated being the one in the sidelines! I wanted to be in the game. Not some fan.

" You sure? You sound like you've been crying? What's wrong Liam? Let me in please! " I sighed and unlocked the door. I ran over to my bed, pulling the blankets over me and burying my head in my pillow. He opened the door and closed it. I felt the bed dip in and a hand on my waist where I just cut. I flinched slightly but he didn't seem to notice.

" What's wrong Li? You've been off all week. " He said. I sighed again and slowly sat up. I kept the blanket above my waist though since I had no shirt on.

" I'm in love Niall. With someone who will never love me back. " He frowned.

" With who? " I shook my head as I felt another round of tears threaten to escape my eyes. " Liam, you're going to have to tell me some time. " I nodded and spoke. This time my voice was cracking.

" You're going to have to find out who he is... " A stray tear slipped from my eye and he wiped it away with his hand.

" Shh.. I'm sure he'll come to his senses. Don't cry Liam. " I just looked at the ceiling. He doesn't know that it's him. He doesn't know that he won't come to his senses because he has Aleey.

" He has a girlfriend though... " I said softly. I just want to be left alone right now so I can die in my room and not have to struggle with seeing Aleey and Niall cuddle every single day. 

" It's okay Liam. You'll find someone else. Don't worry. Get some sleep. Me, you and Aleey are going to the theme park tomorrow okay? It'll be fun. Love you Li. Night. " He kissed my forehead and walked out. Great. Theme Park with Aleey and Niall. Just what I need to get my mind off of Niall. Nothing ever goes right anymore...