Private Tutor (Teacher, Golden Freddy X Student reader)

Chapter 12

This chapter is dedicated to Cookiegurl_gacha happy birthday and hope you enjoy the chapter.

(Shade P.O.V) 

With severe restrictions on my movement I wasn'table to leave home until I fully recovered. This meant all my students had to come to my place to do their tutoring classes. I felt uncomfortable having so many people in my home and I even considered canceling classes...but it was my only way to see (Y/N). (Y/N) had been avoiding me more often, but when we were together, I found her often looking at me and I tended to do the same. I had come to terms that I was in love with her and I hated myself more and more everyday that I kept the truth from her. I did it for many reasons but I was still the asshole who had lied to her for my own benefit. The weeks that followed my release from the hospital were filled with home visits and no talking. Whenever (Y/N) came over she sat by herself and worked on classwork, she wouldn't say anything to me and when the alarm on her phone sounded...she left. I wanted to stop her, to hold her, kiss her, tell her how I felt but I couldn't bring myself to do it. She no longer spent her free time with me but instead with Mike or extra class stuff. I found out from her mother that at one point she tried to cancel her classes with me but got punished for it. Her mother had a status to upkeep and that meant having the best of the best at her disposal. More often then not, (Y/N)s mom would heavily flirt with me when given the opportunity. I just wanted to hold (Y/N) in my arms and look into her (E/C) eyes for as long as I could. I was such an idiot for doing what I did but she wouldn't give me a chance to. I knew it was to keep from getting hurt again but it was hurting me that I couldn't fix my mistake.

About a month after my injury I was finally able to leave home to do work. Today was going to be the day I fixed my relationship with (Y/N). I canceled all my classes besides hers and went to pick her up. I pulled into the parking lot and saw her sitting on her front porch with the last person she should be with. Jimmy sat next to her and looked up as soon as I pulled up. He got a snarky grin on his face and leaned in close to (Y/N) but she put her hand on his chest and pushed him back. She stood up without another word and walked to my car. Jimmy was glaring at me as she climbed in and closed the door. I gave a half nod in his direction while (Y/N) buckled up. We still had some time before our class was supposed to start so I decided to take her to the park.

We drove for a few minutes, the silence hung in the air between is for what felt like forever. (Y/N) broke the silence first and listening to her voice was always a treat. "Why are we going here instead of your place."

"Uhm...we could use a change of scenery. Its not good being trapped in a house all the time." I tried to play it cool.

She just noded her head in response which made me anxious. I hated this. I wanted put things back to how they were before all of this. I wanted our jokes and jabs at eachother back, I wanted to be her comfort when shit with her mom went down. I pulled into a parking place at the park and held out my hand when she tried to open the door. She gave me a sideways glance before settling back into her seat. "I have something to confess..and you can hit me or kick me in the balls but I have to come clean." I sighed.
We both sat in an awkward silence for a moment before she turned her full gaze on me. I swallowed audibly and she raised an eyebrow at me. That couldn't have been more weird.

"I'm waiting." She said.

"I remembered everything from that night."

She froze and I continued with my head low. "I didn't know how to react and I shouldn't have done it anyway since your still in high-school..."

"I'm not a minor..." she mumbled out

"No you aren't but I'm still your teacher in a way..I shouldn't have done it...but I don't regret it. God...I definitely don't regret it." I couldn't look her in the eyes

"I made a mistake pretending I forgot and if I had known it would hurt you that much I wouldn't have. I don't want you to forgive me but please know I'm so terribly sorry for what I did to you."

For a bit all you could hear was our breathing. They started out of sync before slowly matching up. I gathering the courage and looked up. (Y/N) eyes were filled with tears but she looked relieved. Her shoulders shook with sobs as she let out a deep sigh. "(Y/N)?"

"I thought y-you hated me...that you regreated it and maybe that's w-why you wanted to forget it happened."

A huge wave of relief washed over me  and I almost broke down. She didn't hate me. Suddenly a huge whack hit me in the back of the head. "OW!" I yelped

I looked over at (Y/N) and her (E/C) eyes glowed a little. She had a small smile on her lips that I caught myself staring at. "T-Thats for lying to me all this time." She whimpered.

I grabbed her hand and held it tightly for a second, both of us staring at eachother. She leaned in ever so slightly, the seat creaking under her weight. I found myself leaning in as well, her lips getting closer to mine. It was at this moment that I was so fucking thankful for my dark tinted windows. I placed my hand on the back of her neck and pulled her to me. Sparks flew amd god her lips were so soft. We kissed for a least a solid minute before (Y/N) pulled away to catch her breath. She cheeks were flushed and her lips wet.  I was ready to lean in for another kiss when she stopped me. "I..." she stopped.
She seemed to be hesitating but I held her hand tightly. "I love you..Shade."