Private Tutor (Teacher, Golden Freddy X Student reader)

Chapter 11

(Y/N P.O.V)

In the morning the doctor arrived and decided that Shade should go to the hospital for further evaluation since his back was still arched in a painful way. Over all he seemed to be doing okay. The swelling in his eyes had gone down and his lip was no longer bleeding.  The worst feeling ever and one I knew was going to happen was that Shade didn't seem to remember kissing me. He looked at me with blank stare and didn't even mention the accident. I felt like I should have brought it up,  but something kept me from opening my mouth. My heart hurt and I honestly thought I was having a heart attack. 

(Shades P.O.V)

I recall waking up in morning everything besides that was a blur at first. As the events of last night played in my head like a broken record there was one thing that I knew I was never going to be able to forget. The feel of (Y/N) mouth on mine. Her soft pale pink lips and light (E/C) colored eyes. As the doctor said I should go to the hospital (Y/N) was already on the phone calling for an ambulance. Her eyes were full of tears not for the lack of trying to hide them from me. She twitched and shivered, rubbing her arms, pulling the long sleeved shirt she was wearing down to cover the scabbed cuts on her wrists. I knew I should have said something to the doctor., I should have had least told him to make sure her wrist were infected but I kept my mouth shut. My worst regret is when she asked if I remembered anything that happened last night and I told her I could only recall the fight and getting to her house because it was closer then my home. The light in her eyes vanished and I felt my heart sink. I lied to her, the only other person aside from Mike that she ha opened up too and yet I lied to her. She smiled sadly and in a voice that was so raspy and sounded as though she had cried all night she said "Well I'm...I'm glad that you got here without any other problems." 

She stood up quickly before I could say anything else and she left the room. Not long after I was taken to the hospital and she left for a student council meeting. I wanted to follow her, to tell her the truth that I knew I kissed her and I knew that I kept wanting more even after but she would lose her trust in me and I didn't want that either. So here I was, the smartest man ever and yet I was out of answers and I didn't know what to do. For the first time in a long time, I was up shit creak without a paddle.

The day passed without any other incident and I was told I would be in the hospital for a few more days to insure that my back would be okay. I sent a text to (Y/N) hoping and praying she would answer.

Asshole tutor: "Hey, looks like I'm trapped in the hospital for a few days."

(Y/N): "I'll bring you flowers if I feel like it."

Asshole Tutor: "Why is my name Asshole Tutor?"

(Y/N): "Because you are an asshole. Sometimes I guess you are."

Asshole Tutor: "Hey I have a question?"

(Y/N): "Ask away."

I stared at my phone. I knew what I was gonna ask and I know what she should most likely answer but I wanted to see if maybe she would come clean and tell me what I did. 

Asshole Tutor: "Uh, did I do something last night that I can't seem to remember?"

She read the message and I could almost feel her (E/C) eyes filling with small tears. I should have gone back and said 'just joking' or 'Never mind' but I didn't. After what felt like forever she finally answered me and my heart stopped. 

(Y/N): "No...Nothing happened. You came up the driveway and the butlers took you to the guest room. I came in and gave you pain meds to help with the pain you were feeling. You....fell asleep not long after. But you didn't do anything."

I covered my mouth and the only thing I wanted to do was call her and say sorry for lying but I couldn't bring myself to hit the small green phone at the side of screen.  My hand hovered ver the little icon but I stopped short of touching it. I lowered my head and shivered and for the first time I felt weak, like I was the one being lied to. When in reality I was hurting the only girl I had come to care for...wait. Care for? Was that what this was? I cared for her? No...it was much more now. Maybe at first it was caring for her but now it was stronger. I shook my head. There was no way that what I was feeling was true. I looked up and stared at the phone in my hand. I spoke out loud, and once I said the words I knew it was true. "Do I love (Y/N)"

(A/N: Sorry for the late update. I broke my foot a month ago and was in and out of hospital trying to recover from it but I found out I have permeant damage to the ligaments and tendons in my ankle. It sucks being in a large black boot and its the only way to stop the pain but its uncomfortable and I hate it. I'll try to update more, I promise.  Also, because of all your love and support this fanfic is ranked #203 out of 424 Golden Freddy stories. You guys are the reason I keep writing. Thank you so much. )