Mila's POV~
When I woke up the next morning I was absolutely freezing. Heat must've come down. When I turned around i noticed that Kellin wasn't in bed but he was sitting out in the balcony with a cigarette in his mouth. He must be freezing out there in only a light cotton t-shirt. I wrapped the blanket around myself and made my way outside. He looked up at me but didn't say a word. I took a seat on the bench next to him and folded my legs in my lap. He put the cigarette to his lips as fast as he did that he blew out the smoke. "I didn't know you smoked..,"I say slowly. He shakes his head and passes me the box,"they are organic,no chemicals,no tobacco." He is telling the truth on the box in big red letters reads 'ORGANIC'. That kind of relieved me be cause smoking is a nasty habit. As he reaches towards me to bring to get the box back i notice his hands shaking. He must he freezing. "Kellin come here,you must be freezing,"I say scooting closer to him and throwing the blanket over his torso. He opens his mouth but closes it as the blanket touches his skin. He burns out the cigarette and let's go of a long deep breath. Five minutes pass and he places a cold hand on my thigh. "do you think you'll ever be happy with me?.,"he asks slowly. I take in a deep breath and then let it go,this conversation was inevitable I just thought it wouldn't be today."Kellin..I know that things are going by so fast and I know its stressful..you aren't the only one feeling it..I know you don't love me,hell! we haven't even been on a real first date yet but I'm strong and I know you're stronger..we'll pull through this..,"i reply truthfully. "but you didn't answer my question..,"he ignores everything I say. "Kellin i already am happy with you,"I say slowly meaning every word. He looks down at me with his bright blue glossy eyes. The cold has made his skin even lighter. His pink lips are slightly chapped but still look extremely soft. The hand that was on my thigh travels up to my face,he cups my cheek in his hand and rubs circles on it with the soft cold padding of his thumb. I lean into his hand and he smiles that gorgeous smile of his. "are you hungry?" he asks abruptly. I'm confused for a second then brought back to life when I hear my stomach growl. "yeah I guess I am,"I say whilst blushing. He gets up and goes back into the room. He comes back out with his cell phone. After a few seconds of typing he sets the phone down and sits back where he was. "Kellin,can I ask you something?" I say quietly starting to get shy. He moves his raven hair out of his face and nods his head. I open my mouth to ask but I'm cut off by a knock at the door. He holds up his hand signaling for me to wait while he goes to answer it. A few seconds pass until Kellin rushes back outside with a worried look on his face,"Mila get dressed its Anna May!" My eyes are no longer in my head and my heart beat has seized to exist...
oooo cliff hanger!! haha thanks to all my wonderful readers! you motivate me to keep writing! enjoy(:
