This hell began before I was even born; still growing in my mother's womb.
She would spend many days by herself as my father would spend months away, but that didn't stop her from making sure I was growing healthy.
She would spend hours rocking in her rocking chair by the window humming and gently stroking her bloated belly with me still kicking inside.
I wish I could still remember those once good times.
Eventually on the day of my birth, tragedy struck.
My father died.
It should've been a happy day, but all it was to everyone, to my family was the anniversary of my own father's death.
I never knew how he died, everybody refused to say what happened only calling it an "accident".
I only know what he looked like when I found an old, unlabeled plastic box caked with dust.
It had many pictures and cassette tapes of my father.
The good times before I came into the world.
The newspapers tossed from a boy on a bicycle, smiling faces as their wives kissed their husband's as he headed off to work.
Then the world changed.
My mother drowned herself in alcohol.
Until I was five, I never realized the sadness in her eyes.
Or that she wasn't truly mad at me as she yelled profanities at me, she was just drunk.
The school was normal.
The boys teased us, girls.
Us girls played with dollies.
We finger painted.
We had nap time.
Then we grew up.
School rules became harsher, my teachers hated me, and then my mom met him. She was only thirty and he was almost fifty years old.
I was only ten.
He always had a crooked smile as he led my mother deeper down the hole.
If she dug any deeper, she would've hit hell.
I could only watch as he made my life a living hell.
He was only dating her for a place to stay.
One blink and he's gone.
One day, my mom found out that he had been having an affair and took it harshly.
We didn't take much, only a few heirlooms and things we can keep in our duffel bags.
Then we moved to this terrible city.
It was filthy and was crawling with disgusting people.
That was my life story up until now...
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Kingdom Hearts x Reader One Shots
Fanfic"A scattered dream that's like a far off memory...a far off memory that's like a scattered dream...I wanna line the pieces up--your's, and mine..." ~Sora Oneshots of various Kingdom Hearts Characters