🍒cherry cola🍒- kamisero

•my cherry cola•

possible TW- suicide
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And then I woke up.

I had awoken to the sound of a voice, a loud voice.

"C'mon, time to get up. You haven't been out in ages," The voice spoke, I sighed.

"Go away Denki, I'm tired." I said, quietly. I looked over at my window, watching snow fall to the grass below.

Kirishima sighed at my words, "Sero, it's me. Kirishima. Denki passed away 5 years ago. C'mon, bud, get cleaned up." He spoke, trying to soften his tone.

I sighed, he was right. We had graduated from U.A, gotten engaged, and then a villain took his life the day before our wedding. We should have never been heroes.

All around Japan the people knew me as the lone hero, the depressed hero, the hero without a duo. The hero whose love was ripped from his hands. After the death, I had gone into a depression. Reliving my memories through dreams just as I had with my mother. Now, I no longer bother to work as a hero. There is no point. I don't care anymore, and I don't think I ever will again.

Mina was off in some place on the other side of the globe, Kirishima and Bakugou were married. The two had adopted a kid. Bakugou was the #2 hero, right behind Midoriya. For some reason, I think we all knew it would happen. Kirishima is the #5 hero, and he focuses on dueling between fighting and saving, the sleeves on his outfit helping him carry civilians to safety. I used to be such a good hero, but after Denki died, my spot dropped from #6 to somewhere in the mud. I wasn't even considered a hero by many, and then I just confirmed it myself. When people saw me walking down the streets, there was pity in their eyes.

My hair had grown long, I hadn't bothered to cut it. Besides, I just sat in bed all day with my former classmates sometimes heading over to check on me. I was just... sad. And now that I knew there would be no more dreams, there would be no more point... I waved Kirishima away, getting out of bed. I had been planning this for a while. I turned on the shower so he would think I was showering, then grabbed something from a cabinet.

I had been too scared to do this for a while, but whatever. There was no point anymore, Kirishima would be fine, and so would Bakugou. Midoriya would be sad, but it'd only push him further to do good. So, I tied the knot, ready to go, and slipped the noose over my head. I thought for a moment, should I really do this? But then again, I was bound to die from dehydration or starvation at some point.. so why wait? I pushed the chair from under me, as to be quiet. And then, the world seemed to stop.

Memories...
Tokoyami sat on the edge of my bed.
"Hanta, don't you want to hang out with me and Mezo? We can play monopoly like the good old days,"
"No.."

Memories...
"Hanta.. we're worried about you. Come on, you need to brighten up! Me and Shoto could help you rebuild yourself?" Midoriya said, combing through my matted hair.
"I'm fine"

Memories...
"C'mon, Me and Tsu are going to the park! You should tag along, we're meeting up with Aoyama,"
"No thanks.."

"I always said I was fine, but was I?"

And then, I though of Denki.
Fuck, why why why. Why did he have to go? Why did he die? Why is he gone? Why did it end like this! It was going to be great, we were going to be great. Why is it over? Isn't there more to it? It can't be this simple, this can't be it. It's all ending.. WAIT! I don't want to go! I don't want it to end, I don't want it to end! My friends love me, what was I thinking? I can't.. this.. is it really over...?

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Breaking News!
Previous pro-hero Sero Hanta found dead in his home this morning. The death was caused by suicide
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And I finally saw him again. Maybe I shouldn't have left all my friends behind, but maybe it's worth it. Now I can finally see him again, the love of my life, my best friend, my fiancé, my cherry cola.

End