Love me right [an EXO Suho story]

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I don't trust anyone.
I don't want to talk to you.
I'm scared.

Why do you keep writing to me?
This is not right, we are not made for each other.

But I wish we were. I wish I could make you smile.
I wish I could make you happy.

I am afraid of admitting this in front of you.
I am afraid of letting you know how I really feel.
I am afraid of being close to you.

I can only dream about you. About you loving me...about US being happy. About people saying that we look good together.

I just wish you could take away all my fears. I can't lie - I need and I want you in my life. Even though I know I don't deserve you.

If we ever meet in another life....would you please...just....love me right?