WDW × BTS IMAGINES [R E Q U E S T S A R E O P E N]

FAKE LOVE -- K.NJ.

For: myself (and my friend) because you people are being r o o d and not requesting
Who: Namjoon
Type: Sad/ Songfic- FAKE LOVE by BTS
Warnings: none
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Y/N's POV

"For you, I could pretend like I was happy when I was sad."

Every time he laughed, every time he joked around with his boys, I put on a smile and faked a laugh. I'm not okay.

"For you, I could pretend like I was strong when I was hurt."

Every time he left for tour, I would break inside. I faked it all.

"I wish love was perfect as love itself."

Oh, Moon child, I wish you knew how fake it all is.

"I wish all my weaknesses could be hidden."

I've hidden this for way too long, Joon. I have to tell you now.

"I grew a flower that can't be bloomed in a dream that can't come true."

This, us, is all a lie. Every little piece.

"I'm so sick of this fake love, fake love, fake love,"

I've loved you fakely for the last two years.

"I'm so sorry but it's fake love, fake love, fake love."

It's fake, and I'm so sorry. I wish this wouldn't happen. But I guess it's fake.

RM's POV

"I wanna be a good man, just for you,"

I've tried to be good enough.

"I gave the world, just for you,"

I've given everything I have and everything I am to us, and it's never good enough.

"I changed everything, just for you,"

I've changed myself for this. I made myself something I'm not so you could be happy.

"But I dunno me, who are you?"

Who is that guy, staring back at me in the mirror, pill bottle in hand, puffy eyes all because of you?

"The forest just for us, you weren't there,"

Every time I tried, you would cancel. I even tried your forest spot, you were never there.

"The route I took, I forgot,"

I nearly lost my way in the forest without you guiding me.

"I even became quite unsure of who I was,"

I lost myself when I gained you. Lucky you, I guess.

"Try babbling into the mirror, who the heck are you?"

Like I said, I don't know the guy in the mirror anymore.

Both POV's (RM and Y/N)

"Love you so bad, love you so bad,"

I loved you so much, and I still do.

"Mold a pretty lie for you,"

It's all just a beautiful lie. Hidden behind our smiles and laughs are bottles of tears that could fill a pool.

"Love it's so mad, love it's so mad,"

All of this is crazy. What did we get ourselves caught up in?

"Try to erase myself and make me your doll,"

I let you toy with me and my heart, but I'm done with it.

Y/N's POV

"Why you sad? I don't know. I don't know,"

You ask me why I'm sad but if I'm being honest, I don't know.

"Smile, say 'I love you',"

Those cute giggles, bright smiles, all of it was completely fake.

"Look at me, even I gave up on myself,"

I gave up on me. All for you.

"Even you can't understand me,"

You wouldn't understand.

RM's POV

"You say I'm unfamiliar, changed into the one you used to like,"

You're saying that it's my fault, but the problem with that is that I did nothing wrong.

"You say I'm not myself which you knew well,"

You say I changed, and that I'm different, but what you don't know is that it's your fault.

"No? What do you mean no? I'm blind,"

Ha, and now you're in denial. Lovely.

"Love? What the heck is love? It's all fake love,"

"WELL I'M SORRY THAT YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT LOVE IS," you said.

"Woo, I dunno, I dunno, I dunno why,"

I don't know why you're like this, but I wish you weren't.

"Woo, even I, even I don't know myself,"

"CALL ME BACK WHEN YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE," you said.

"Woo, I just know, I just know, I just know why,"

The one thing I do know is this: I'm never going back to you. For my own good.

"Cuz it's all fake love, fake love, fake love,"

This fake shit ruined me once, it's not happening again.

Both POV's [RM and Y/N]

"I'm so sick of this fake love, fake love, fake love
I'm so sorry but it's fake love, fake love, fake love."
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Guys, please send in requests or I might have to discontinue this book. But besides the point, this songfic is pretty emotional and I like it a lot so yeah💜