Back to Hell

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Its my second year here already , wow Time passes fast .. its not like i had anything else to do .

Anywayz let me introduce myself my names dylan mathews  . I'm 19 years old turning 20 in 5 months my birthday's on 29/1  , pale skin , light brown eyes, I really like my eyes , I feel like that's the only perfect thing in me , the same old boring brown wavy hair , nothing new right , I wish I was unique but not everyone's lucky are they , I wasn't skinny nor was I fast , I hate when people go like , oh my god , haven't you been eating dear , what are you feeding on , chopsticks , I hate it when the old women passing in the street say that , I don't eat meat , but im sure if you bring a whole roast chicken i'll finish it for  you , I mean com'on  a girls gotta eat aye .

I woke up early today since I basically couldn't sleep last night , everytime I close my eyes , I just get flash backs if this fucked up creature, which previously was known as my dad , I mean who brings 7 drunk ass grown ups to his house when he knows he had a 15 year old girl there , lets get into details , Im not in the mood for more depression , when I say I really hate my fucked up life , I really mean it , not acting some whiney bitch whose nail broke .

I got in the bathroom , done my bussnies , decided to leave my hair wavy for the day , cant bother doing it , I got out my lime green cardigan with a black and yellow striped crop top , my dark shorts and converse , now to finish my awsome stupid look is my black beanie , now these things I dig them so bad , weird way to put it but they mean life to me along with pizza ofcourse .

I collected all my books , camera , sticky notes and car keys ,as I passed the kitchen I realized I wasn't that hungry , ill just catch a brownie and coffee from starbucks on my way .

do you ever have those oments when you look back and you think that this one specific day I had everything in life , loving mother , caring father , my adorable yet annoying older brother , and suddenly all that was just striped out of your  hands , and a dead mother , abusing father , still caring but distanced older brother , that was all that was running through my mind the whole drive , I didn't realize I already sat on the far back table , I need to snap out of it sometimes .

Back to the present . The only good thing that ever happend to me was getting into this University.

Yep Its Yale everybody , And here's a little bit info about me you need to remember , You respect me i respect you .. you get on my bad side you dont even want  to know what might happen believe me or not , I am really short tempered , one of highschool teachers recommended me to attend an anger management class , let me tell you why , it's a funny story actually ,

one day my so called was having a bad day , so he took all out on me , so when I came to school , I wasn't in the mood for anyone to mess with me , so when queen bitch comes out at me , thinking she cant push me around and get a way with it , she was dead wrong , she came up to me threw my books on the floor , calling me names right then I saw red when she aimed to slap me , I let her cause whn I knock her out cold I have my reasons for it , and indeed with on punch on her caked up face and she was out cold , amusing right , and lots of ither similer incidents , I wasn't the golden child so who cares , I continued that way until aunt Jamie took us , which was when I was starting senior , I actually changed that year made friends , some I still talk to till now . 

I knew  passing  starbucks for coffee wasn't going to let me down , i fell more fresh know , the miracles coffee could do to a person , my lifes so boring im mean  here i am sitting alone drinking my cinnamon dolce latte and just thinking of Life , pathetic aye 

I checked the time , holy sh*t Im gonna be late , Its my first day and I'll be late just great ,I even forget the reason I was awake early , I need to a check up some times this week my brain isn't functioning normally .

My phone beeped so i checked , my best friend texted , 

'Why The Hell R u Late chika ' .

i chuckled and texted her 'Im on my way  ' , I got up payed for my stuff and left .

basically we've known each other since diapers , she sticked with me through all of my rough times and i love her to death , and she's the main reason why I kept my sanity for soo long ,  we both loved taking pictures when were young , and talking about how we're going to be famous photographers when we grown , we were lucky to share the same passion , i mean you rarely find friends with the same dreams and all , we've got the same dream thoe Yep we're studying photography .

people kept saying that that's not a carrer or that's not something that you could make a fortune of , it's not always about the money you know , some people like studying what they like the most , simple, its about enjoying your job , and doing something you love , never let anyone bring you down .

i love to sing thoe and dance , but i gave up since my mom died , yeah that had a huge impact on me back then , i remember when i was young and planning on perfoming on those world wide television shows , to just go up there sing and dance , and share with the world a little bit of my talent and all , not many people knew I could sing or dance , other then my mom and Katie and mike , not even my dad knew , and my glad now he didn't .

my brother mike's in canada ,  studying there , he has a year left and he'll be back i seriously miss him thoe , but we contact alot so its good , for like a year or so , I acutally thought he was gonna blame mom's death on me , and you know never contact me again , but im glad he didn't and he resured me lots of times , I don't know what I would've done if he did .

In Maximum 10 min. i got there while i was entering i spotted a familiar Bike ..

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