The Uni's Bad Boy

'I'll always be here for you '

ll Dylan's pov ll

this is true , im not dreaming , i remember waking up this morning , so its has to be true . he's warm breath was fanning in my face , i looked up at him and saw lust in his eyes , he licked his lips as he swallowed .

" im sorry i can't do this , you deserve better " he said out the blue , as he took a step back . suddenly feeling cold as he moved away .

"I'll text you later the time and place we'll do the project " and with that he left .

kate came down in her shower robe ,

" what did i miss , and who was at the door"

while im lost in my own world , what does he mean, am i not good enough for him , or maybe he's just afraid to get hurt or he doesn't want to be committed to some one , or he thinks once he tells me his past im gonna leave him , and so on .

kate coughed to grap my attention , and stared at me for an answer , i cleared my throat " it was Adrian just checking up on me , and we'll meet up later on for the project "

"then why do you look like you've seen a ghost"

"umm , nothing "

" you know you can tell me anything right "

and thats how i spent my morning , just blabbing and whining of how am not good enough for him or what the hell is wrong .

after we had lunch and i took a nice hot shower , my phone beeped meaning i got a text .

get ready by 4:00 and I'll pick you up I've got a place in mind thats good enough for the project

~A

It was 3:00 now i just have an hour to get ready , and kate had a job in a diner somewhere she went to, okay take a deep breath , I have to go back home to get dressed but i won't make it in time so I'll just see my stuff here if it works or I'll just borrow some of kate's since we're the same size .

after 10 min. of searching a got a black t-shirt that says nirvana on it , yeah I'm into punck rock , and one of kates leather jacket which i gave her as a birthday present , and my black converse , and black skinny jeans , im not an emo or goth or somthing i just dont like to much colorfull stuff , and my brown beanie , i straighten my hair .  after a while of hesitation i added simple make up .

i got all of my stuff ,my nikon camera , books .

Im done and i still have 10 min. left , and thats when door bell went off .

i dont want it to be awkward between us , I'll just act like nothing ever happened . great plan right .

i opened the door , Oh god he looked H-O-T with just a simple v neck white t-shirt that hung to its chest defining the abs yummy ,  and dark jeans  , i didnt realize i was staring until he cleared his throat . i blushed deeply , i totally embarrassed myslef . this is gonna be a long day .

"you ready "

"yeah " while hiding my heated up cheeks , Damn why now .

the car ride was silent , and the tension was weird , like not those comfortable silence . and he kept he's eyes on the road not even looking at me once .

i have a weird habit of not controlling my mouth . " why did you stop , what did you mean by im not good enough for you , or thats just you , I know you have trust issues believe me so do i , but atleast try give people a chance "

he let out a long breath " what happend has nothing to do with my trust issues , its simple , im dangerous and you dont want to anything with me , I'll just fuck up your brain and bla bla , its better that way "