you asked,
what is the scariest part?
i answer,
the scariest part
is not the feeling of lonliness
or the darkness that fills you
despite the looming pain
of emptiness
the scariest part
is the realization
that you have lost yourself
completely
sinking in as you lay awake
at 2 am
because you lost the ability to sleep
and you can't even cry
because you don't even care
not mine xx
