What If?

Keep Holding On

A/N Okay so even though I had writer's block it has kind of subsided now so I'm uploading again!!! That and I also felt so bad keeping you waiting. So here it it, the first chapter in waaaaaaay too long. Hope you enjoy it and feel free to leave comments! <3

~So far away, I wish you were here. Before it's too late this could all disappear. When the doors close, and it comes to an end, with you by my side I will fight and defend.~

-Keep Holding on by Avril Lavigne-

Lou's POV

It's been about a week since the 'tell all about me and Zayn' interview now and the reaction from the public was unbelievable. A lot of them excepted us wand were happy for us but on the other hand...a lot of people were sending us hate too. About three days ago it got so bad that me and Zayn had to be sent into lockdown. That might sound good with us getting some alone time and all and it would be great...if they hadn't sent us to two DIFFERENT secret locations. So in other words, we are going through one of the toughest things our relationship will ever face and we can't even be together...It SUCKS!

On the bright side we have been given a laptop so we can IM each other but we are under no circumstances aloud to tweet or make any kind of contact with the outside world until further notice.

BEEP BEEP! The laptop made a sound signaling that Zayn came online. I jump up and grab it to reply.

***CONVO***

Zayn1D: Hey Boobear!

Boobear92: Hey Babe! I miss you so much :(

Zayn1D: I miss you too, so much <3

Boobear92: So how are you?

Zayn1D: Drained. Getting away from the hat really did help though...

Boobear92: Yeah I guess we just have to keep holding on, but I just wish they would have let us get away from it together.

Zayn1D: Same<3.

Boobear92: Well I'm going to go have a shower, I miss you so much and talk soon ok?

Zayn1D: for sure <3

***END OF CONVO***

Zayn POV

Just as Lou logged of I got another DM from someone else. Hmmm weird we're only supposed to be talking to each other.

***CONVO***

SimonCowell: Zayn I have a surprise for you.

Zayn1D: Simon! What kind of surprise??

SimonCowell: Well it seems like both you and Louis need a pick-me-up so here the plan...

Louis' POV

The shower made me feel a bit better but just like Zayn, I was still emotionally drained. That much hate and not being able to see the person you love does that to you. With nothing better to do I might as well watch a movie. At least this mystery location house has a good variety of movies! After about twenty minutes of searching through the movies I settle on Finding Nemo...childish I know but what can I say? I'm a childish guy!

DING DONG!

The doorbell woke me up, wow I must have fallen asleep watching the movie. But hold on, who would be visiting me? No one is supposed to know where I am. I drag myself off the couch and slowly go to get the door. As I swing the door open the door curious as to who is at my doorstep I'm disappointed to see just a pizza man there. I guess deep down I had hoped Simon would send Zayn to make us both happier but instead I guess he though a pizza would suffice... It won't. I'm still sad. I grabbed the pizza and payed the man. 'Thanks,' I said with a sad smile. The man just nodded and walked back to his car. (A/N I bet you all thought it would be Zayn ha ha!)

I slowly devoured the pizza. It was a chicken pizza, this reminded me of Nando's, which then in turn reminded me of Niall, which then reminded me of the boys, which then made me miss them even more... Wow, it's only been three days and already I'm making stupid connections to stupid things remind me of how much I miss them. I hope I don't have to stay here alone much longer because I don't think I will be able to take it. I'm not the kind of person who enjoys being alone, I'm the kind of person who constantly needs the people he loves around him or he goes mental. See now I'm speaking about myself in third person, it's already happening... I'm going crazy!

A/N So what do you think Simon's plan is? And what do you think of the chapter? Oh and by the way I have decided to dedicate each chapter to the person who leaves a nice comment to show how much I appreciate you guys <3

Lots of LOVE ----- T------- xxx