What If?

Whatever

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(A/N) Sorry again about the late update, I'm a terrible writer i know. I don't want to make excuses for myself but I really have been drowned in school work. Anyway....here is the new chapter.

Oh and P.S I have writers block (sort of) so feel free to leave comments telling me what you want to see happening to the characters in the upcoming chapters...this is your chance to control their fate! ha ha

-Hey hey. Life aint' fair, three in the air if you just don't care. Hey hey. Life aint' fair, three in the air if you don't care.-

~Whatever, Hot Chelle Ray~

Zayn POV

I have been living with Haz and Lou for a week now and I'm really loving it. You'd think seeing so much of them would make me sick of them but to be honest it's only made me love them more...Lou especially. I mean it's not like we didn't see each other all day everyday before but it's a different dynamic when you live with someone.

Anyway in other words my life is pretty good right now...except for one small detail. After we told Simon about me and Louis dating he decided that we should tell the fans. After he said that it wasn't really up to me and Lou anymore...much to our disapproval. Either way we are scheduled for an interview in a couple of days and I'm not completely sure if I'm looking forward to getting it out there...or nervous about receiving hate. In a way I guess it doesn't really matter to me as long as I have Lou no matter what.

Louis POV

I'm just laying on my bed listening to music. Oh and did I mention I'm extremely nervous about an upcoming interview? Well I am. I mean don't get me wrong, I can't wait to get this secret out there but I'm also nervous as hell about all the hate we will get. I know everyone thinks that I'm the fun loving guy who doesn't care what others think and I am. Fun loving I mean...the other part about not caring what people think isn't true. I do care. But if I'm self conscious, then I'm not sure what I should call Zayn...He really cares what people think and I'm scared as hell that the hate we will get will hurt him a lot.

If they say half of the things I know the haters will then I'm scared it will break him, and he's been through so much already this year. I can't believe Simon has made us do this now, while Zayn is still recovering. There have been times when I doubt how good his managing skills are when it comes to us but in the end Simon always pulls through for us and shows us that he only wants the best for me and the lads. He really does care and thats what we all love good old uncle Simon. I try to remember that as I'm laying here on my bed but just thinking about how hurt me and not to mention Zayn are going to be from all this hate is making seeing the good in this decision really difficult.

Non the less, this will be one of the hardest interviews we have ever done. And after it me and Zayn will have to try to ignore the hate and just focus on how much we really do love each other.

In other words we will just have to ignore it and say 'Whatever' (A/N Thats why I opened the chapter with this song ;) ) because haters have never and will never matter to us. The real fans will stay the fake ones will go and that's fine. If they don't love us for us then why care about them right?

(A/N) So there it is, short and disappointing I know but please don't hate me! I will try my absolute best to do a big update soon but I really need your help getting over this writers block so please please please comment or inbox me saying what you want to see happening with the characters. You can also email me at : trudewattpad@hotmail.com (my email I created for this purpose)

LOVE YOU ALL<3

-T-