I grab my purse and went downstairs. I'm in a hurry but Hyunjin stopped me.
Hyunjin: I'm sending you there
Nahyun: Where did you know I'm heading to somewhere?
He shove his phone,showing that he's texting with Bangchan. I smiled and pull him so that he could hurry as well. Finally,I'm meeting Chan!
He asks me to meet him at his house so that he can comfortably explain why he can't attend our wedding.
I'm glad I have Hyunjin as my one and only brother who support my relationship with Chan.
🌼Jisung🌼
I silently peek from upstairs,Nahyun is happily walking outside of the door. I know she's meeting Chan. I bit my lower lip,all I want to do now is to cry. I'm hurt,so damn much.
I get in back to the room and sit down on the couch, staring every corner of the room. It was Nahyun's and my room but sadly I'm only a stranger to her eyes. We are 'close' and 'far' at the same time
She's kind and soft but her ego is too high that I can't get through it. But I won't stop. I grab another paper which is yellow in colour. Writing some thing on it;
'I love you so much more than I ever expected'
In hope,she will open her heart to accept me. I fold it into a crown-like.
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I smiled and about to throw the extra paper away in the bin but my smile gone after a saw two papers in it,crumbled. I just pick it up and try my best to hold back my tears.
I love her too much that I end up hurting as much as I love her. Why am I like this? I want to stop trying but until now,I'm not. My heart still telling me to continue.
Scrolling through my contacts,searching for someone. I press 'call' button and wait for the person to pick it up.
Hello?
Jisung: Jeongyeon..
Jeongyeon: Yes,why are calling me?
Jisung: Can I meet you?
Jeongyeon: Sure,I'll pick you up
Jisung: Okay,Thank you..
She ended the call and I just remain silent after that. She's like my own sister,but due to her busy schedule we are no longer meet each other as often as before.
I grab my jeans and light brown hoodie. Walking downstairs with no happiness showed at my face. There's Minho sitting in the living room and I just walk pass him.
Minho: Jisung... where are you going?
Jisung: Kicking away my sadness far enough until they give up to find me back.
Minho: Yah! Hahahaha,nice words bro...
Smile. That's the best I can do for him at the moment.
🍀
Jeongyeon: YOU'RE MARRIED?!
Jisung: Yes..
Jeongyeon: Why didn't you invite me?!
Jisung: I dont even know I'm getting married that day
The truth tho. I'm invited as Nahyun's classmates,that's it. Our other classmate were shocked when they see me with Nahyun. But they secretly like it, they said I look good with Nahyun but I keep on thinking that Chan is the best for her. Not me.
Jeongyeon: Hmm,its okay.. So,what's the problem then?
Jisung: She's my college crush...
Jeongyeon: That's great then!
Jisung: But she love another guy.. the guy who I replaced his spot
She look at the ceiling. Her nose scrunches and about to talk to me,then she cancel. The same happens for about 5 times.
Jisung: Just say it already...
Jeongyeon: Show her how much you love her
Jisung: What do you mean?
Jeongyeon: Show her,who is the head of the family.. even when there's only both of you. But don't let her feel that she's the dominant one
Jisung: Are you saying that,we should-
Jeongyeon: Why not?! You guys are married and you have the rights..
Jisung: I don't think so it will work
I hold on my cup of coffee and slowly take a sip. Calming my own mind. When it comes to Nahyun,I just forgot everything i supposed to do. Love is Toxic.
🌼Hyunjin🌼
Nahyun is asleep so I just carry her to her bed. She maybe 20 years old but she's still 5 to me, she will always be a little girl in my eyes. That's why I want someone who I trust to take care of her,that guy is Chan.
I put Nahyun down at the bed and take a blanket that is on the couch to cover her body. One thing caught my attention.
After I put the blanket on Nahyun. I walk back to the couch and pick up a crown made of paper. Nahyun is bad at making origami so I think it was Jisung's.
I pick up another 2 paper which have his hand writting on it. Such a kids. Using orgamis to tackle someone? Oh my god,in what year did he live? No wonder Nahyun still choose Chan over him.
Wow,its cute..who's is this?
I screamed,frightened. Damn Felix never let me live.
Hyunjin: Don't scare me like that! We may wake Nahyun up!
Felix: At least she don't.. answer me,hyung~
Hyunjin: Its here on her couch
Felix: Probably Jisung's... he love these kind of things
I just fake a smile and rolled my eyes as I out back the origami back to it original place. I look at one small frame,hidden behind Nahyun's calendar. It was her wedding photo with Jisung.
Jisung~ Jisung~Jisung... Why the others can't accept Bangchan the same as they accept Jisung? Urgh,I wish Bangchan is the one who's standing right there with Nahyun...
