Origami Love

Chapter 12

I can't sleep because I'm worried about Jisung. Is he fine out there? Can't he just let me rest? I keep on thinking about him these days! He just messing my life up. The hand of the clock keep on ticking but its seems like Jisung won't be home anytime sooner.

Nahyun: Jisung.. I'm sorry if I was too harsh on you but your action now is too much!

I punch my pillow several times to let out my anger.

🌼Donghyuk🌼

I came out at 3am,just to find Jisung. I'm so worried, he went through so much horrible things since he be Nahyun's husband.

I walk down the streets,checking everywhere Jisung could have been. Sometimes I pity on him, he don't have any preparation to get married. He don't even have a car at all. But he work at the same company as Minho,he should have sufficient salary.

LetS gEt iT bAaAaaBYyy!

Walking past through a group of drunk adults at their newly 20s makes me feel uncomfortable. The smell of alcohol make me wanna run away faster from them but I need to look at each of them,who know's Jisung was there.

dAD?!

Donghyuk: Jisung?

Such a disappointing view, it was Bangchan hugging two other girls. He looks so terribly drunk.

Bangchan: SoO, wHaaT aRe yOU dOin' heRE? HaVE Some fUn? I'LL teLL aUnTy NaeUn...

Donghyuk: This is why I don't want to take you as Nahyun's husband!

Bangchan: yOhh,siR~ NahYuN wiLL cHooSe Me nNnOoOoo maTteR whAat

Donghyuk: Keep your distance between your stinky self with my precious daughter! Jisung deserve her more than you!

His eyes grew in size and let go of the girls he's holding. He walk towards me and push me hard to the rail causing me to fall on my back to the ground. He put his feet on my chest;stepping on me.

Bangchan: NaHyUn is So fUckiNg cHeaP! JuSt liKe tHosE biTChes i HugGed jUsT NoW!

He make me boiled up in my anger, I push his leg away and try to fight him but he's too fast. He kick me hard on my head and resulting it to hit the ground really hard. Hot sticky liquid flowing out from the back of my head,my vision went darker and darker.

My last sight was Chan's frightened face and he's running away. My last breath was fighting for my daughter's right,I'm glad.

🌼Nahyun🌼

Naeun: Now what,Jisung don't come back home! Your dad passed away! Its all because of both of you,Hyunjin and Nahyun..

I try my best not to cry, everything was so sudden. Bangchan don't reply any of ny calls either text messages, Jisung ran away and my dad passed away. His body was found this morning. Sadly CCTVs were not working there.

He got a minor injury at his back and serious injury on his head. Police believed that he was pushed by someone because if he slipped the impact will not be as hard as the result.

The funeral went well,we try to called Jisung but he didn't pick it up. Only messages we could send to him,we hope he'll read it. Its not just him who will be in trouble if he's not coming, but also me!

🍀

Naeun: I don't know what to do anymore.. Your dad isn't here by my side..

Hyunjin: See, only badlucks are coming to us ever since he's your husband. File a divorce,Nahyun! Go to Chan!

A strong force from mom's palm hit Hyunjin's cheek fast. Felix don't waste anymore time but to push Hyunjin to the wall and slightly chocking him.

Mom plopped down on the floor,crying hard.

Naeun: Hyunjin! Your dad just passes away.. you still can be rude here?! Really?

Felix: You're too much... Jisung is a human just like you, he have a heart! You're treating him like rubbish! And you Nahyun!

He let go of his grip on Minho and point at me.

Felix: You want Bangchan right? Then go! Dad isn't here right now to stop you.. That's what you want right? Be with Bangchan!

He grab his car key and walk out of the room. I look at Hyunjin;

Jisung only giving us badlucks

His word playing in my head continuously. Yes,he do give my family bad lucks ever since we are married. I must get rid of him.

I get back home with Hyunjin while Minho stay with mom since she refuse to left early. She can't believe that dad isn't breathing the same air as her anymore.

Suddenly I remember about origami that Jisung gave me earlier yesterday afternoon. What shit he gonna wrote down there.

🌼Minho🌼

Minho: Mom, we have to leave now..

Naeun: No.. I don't want to. Donghyuk!! I miss you honey... why do you left me so early? Our kid are adults but they still need you,I need you as well

Mom, don't be like this please?

I hold my mom's arm to help her stand up. She was so weak that she nearly fall just now. Both of us turn around to see who's the one who try to calm my mom down.

Naeun: Jisung!

She ran to hug his son in law. He looks different since he dyed his hair. He look so sorry about dad, his tears still rolling down his cheeks eventho he try to stop.

Jisung: I'm so s-sorry.. this happen b-because of me.. Mom I'm sorry, I don't deserve to be in this family. They were right, I only brought bad lucks to this family.. Once again, I'm so sorry mom...

Naeun: No Jisung.. its not you. It was Hyunjin and Nahyun's fault if not because of them you'll not ran away right?

Jisung: Its not that I ran away.. I just want to think about my marriage with Nahyun. About how to make her forget Bangchan

Naeun: Be fast Jisung... He may go wilder if you wait longer

🌼Nahyun🌼

If I could I just rip this origami off but I don't want to. So I continue to unfold the origami gently.

Orange:-
Talk to me,Spend your time with me, that will do

Yeah Jisung, talk to your picture, spend my time with your picture. So funny Jisung!

Rose Quartz:-
I wish we know everything about each other

You wish! You never ask,so I never tell.

Peach:-
I'm not giving up to make you love me,even gradually

Nahyun: Rubbish!

For the second time, I crumple all the paper and toss it in the rubbish bin beside my desk.

I know crying can't solve anything but I can't help it. I cry so hard thinking about my life. Do i deserve this?