You don't know me

fill in

flash back:

I held the knife up against my wrist, and counted to three. 1....... 2......

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Before I could say three someone grabbed the knife out of my hand and pulled me down stairs. 

"Boys get down here!" Harry yelled.

The boys all came down and sat down on the sofas. Harry looked like he was going to explode and kill us all. He still had his grip on my wrist.

"Harry,let go of me!" I begged, trying to get loose. He only griped his hand tighter and started to talk again.

"when I walked in my bathroom to use the restroom, I caught Emma fixing to cut herself." he said it so furiously, but he wasn't yelling. it was like he was trying to calm himself down. All the boys gasped in horror. I just stood there and looked down at my feet. I no longer tried to get loose since there wasn't a reason to.

"Emma, why would you do such a thing?" niall asked, standing up.

"have you done it before?" Asked Louis, who came up and grabbed my arm to inspect it. I shook my head and felt tears threatening to come out again. But this time I just let them come out. Every one hugged me in a big group hug. Niall held my hands while kneeling on the ground.

"Emma, why would you do that?" I told them everything that happened to me. about how my parents left me, how I had to walk for miles without eating or drinking anything, and how I had to sleep in a tunnel. and after I finished I said, " No one wants me, Not even my own parents."

liam shook his head and said,

"we want you" 

I smiled a small smile and sniffed.

Niall yelled, "I'm hungry!" my stomach grumbled and every one looked at me.

"when was the last time you ate?" zayn asked.

"I don't know, 2 days maybe" I replied. Niall gasped an overly dramatic gasp. Harry got up and walked into the kitchen to start cooking. When food was ready we all sat down at the table to eat. I was done in a matter of minutes, but niall was done in a matter of seconds. I felt my self start to dose off. I got up and headed to my room.

"Where are you going Emma?" Asked liam.

"up stairs, to get some sleep." I said back. I got up stairs and realized that I didn't know where I was going to sleep. I decided that I would just pick any room and the boys can deal with it. I picked the first room to my right. I opened it and saw a nice big bed, with a small couch beside it. I jumped on the couch and instantly fell asleep.