Hybrid Hop ( On Hiatus)

Chapter 15

Jimin's POV

"I'm going for a run." Jungkook mumbles, his hands clenching, mouth in a tight line, red alpha eyes on bright display, ears back and tail stiff. He turns around and speed walks out, leaving Jin, Taehyung, Hoseok and Yoongi to all stare at me. Yoongi looks absolutely pissed, Jin looks upset, Taehyung looks sad and Hoseok doesn't have an expression on his face.

I lay defeated and angry with myself on the ground, replaying what just happened in my head. I threw a vase at Namjoon, threw a book at Taehyung, called Yoongi a pet, called Namjoon a selfish leader, told Jungkook to bite me and threw a big hissy fit. They're going to kick me out, I know it. I'll go back to living in the city, probably end up staying as a cat and dieing on the streets. It's better that way.

I cover my mouth with my hand, muffling my sobs as I close my eyes, tears still streaming down my face. I probably look so stupid to them right now.

"Jiminie." Hoseok says, walking over to me. I hear him bend down beside me and puts a hand on my stomach. I open my eyes, blinking a few tears away.

"Can you sit up for me?" He asks. I nod my head and sit up criss cross, hunching my back and now keeping both hands over my mouth to silent my sobs. I look over and Taehyung walks over, sitting on my other side.

"Want to explain what happened just now?" Hoseok asks. I shake my head and let out a whimper. He sighs and mumbles a little okay.

"Want to go sleep?" Taehyung asks. I nod my head and he picks me up, pushing my head into his neck. I cling to him like he's my life support as he walks upstairs. He enters my room and sets me on my bed.

"T-tae?" I ask. He looks at me and shifts his head to the side a little.

"Yeah Jimin?"

"Can... can you g-get Jin hyung?" I ask. He stares at me for a second before nodding his head. He gives me a quick peck on the forehead before leaving the room. How could I have been such an idiot. Challenging my alpha like that? Scratching him and thinking I'm better than him? Ugh, he's going to have my head. I've caused him so much trouble, he'll surely kick me out.

"Jimin?" I turn my head to see Jin standing at my door. He walks in and sits on the edge of my bed. "Taehyung said you wanted me?" He asks. I nod my head and pull his arm. He scoots further onto the bed and waits.

"Can you... and you d-dont have to if you h-hate me right now but..." I start.. mumbling and sniffling.

"It's okay sweetheart, I'm not going to hurt or yell at you. And I don't hate you." He says softly.

"Can you just.. stay with me for a while? Please?" I ask. He smiles and nods his head. He unfolds the bed blankets and situates us both under them. He engulfs my tiny body in his and plays with my hair as I push my head into his chest, grabbing fistfulls of his shirt.

"I'm sorry... I'm so so sorry." I cry, more tears escaping.

"Shh.. it's okay, I know you are. But I'm not the one you should be apologizing too." He mumbles, now rubbing my back.

"I.. I can't. He hates me, I kn-know it." I cry harder. Having your friend hate you is one thing, having your alpha, possibly 2, hate you is devestatingly painful. All senses of loyalty, confidence and trust and thrown out the window, making you feel emptier than having a broken heart.

"Jiminie, none of us could hate you. He's just mad right now, but he's also worried. Yes you said some things to us that weren't that nice which pissed us off, but we're mostly worried about you and how you feel about yourself. You're right, you're not perfect, nobody is, but that doesn't mean you have to hate yourself. Remember, we're going into a harsh company who has to monitor everything. If it makes you feel any better, they almost didn't accept me because my shoulders are so wide, and I also have to loose 18 pounds. I thought I was perfectly fine, I guess not." Jin explains, my crying dimming back down to sniffles.